I catch a glimpse of heaven.

MOVED!

2008-08-10T11:21:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION!

I'VE MOVED TO
SCHWEETSAPPY.BLOGSPOT.COM

CHANGE THE LINKS AITE?
XOXOS.

icecream!

2008-07-27T00:29:00.006+08:00

Hmmmm..

Sometimes I think that I might be a little crazy,
i can be like this at one time,
and I can be like that at the other time,
ever heard of split personalities?
well, I'm starting to think that I have split personalities.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Maybe the problem with me is that I listen to my heart too much,
I do things according to what I feel and think,
and I have terrible terrible mood swings.
AAAHHH.

Okay, I woke up at 11am today,
with my puffy eye bags and found my right eye kinda swollen.
My mum thought the cause was lack of sleep,
~~but the truth is that I slept too much,~~
and yeah, I've been rubbing my eye a lot since I came back,
DUST. HEHE.

Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about what my friends commented me back in college,
they said that I'm..
childish.

Gahahha! Well, I really don't find it wrong being childish.Sometimes I just don't wanna grow up. Sometimes I'm just tired of being all matured. I just wanna have fun! :] wakaka.
I might be childish in the outside but I do think deep and maturely though'.
So seriously, I think you should know me better. I am not so bad, really! ;)
Despite , I know, yes i know Chee Tat,I can be a little man-ly sometimes. AHEM. *coughs*

I'm getting sleepy now,plus I gotta wake up for church tmrow morning and join some friends at the mall.
*yawns*so pictures for today :

My mom : yay u look bigger than me in this pic.
Me : Just your illusion. And I gave her this :p
She spilled chocolate all over her top HEHE.
Monkey eating durian. Monkeys do know how to enjoy life. hahaha.Another monkey. whoops! haha! :P

Chee tat's static expression hahahaHAHA. At sushiking :]

I finished my icecream first yay hahaA!
Sorry sean, i accidently deleted the other photo so I just have to upload this one with your eyes closed.
haha nvmind , it shows that you're actually enjoying your dessert, you're feeling it! hehe.

and FYI, I had ice cream for SIX days straight now.
And also twice today.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh addicted.
I loveee iceeeeeeeeeecreeeaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Meditating?
We just can't get enough of our 'kawaii' pose hahahah.

I want the photos in your camera Kong Sze Min! hehe! =]
I had much fun today. Thanks everyone.
I shall sleep now.

Good nights! :]

rip.

2008-07-25T17:30:00.004+08:00

Dears,

(4 x 5 ) + 2 = 21 ?

..that's the stupidest mistake i've done in my life.
Obviously gonna screw up my Mathematics paper.
for sure.

Finally after months of prisoning myself in my room back in college,
me,Ivink,Mira and Ana finally decided have some fresshy fresh air outside,
soo...we rented a bike!:]

A very good idea indeed,
I really need some air to let the tension out of meeeeeeeeeeeee..
grrrrrrr 21 is my least favourite number now!
murder murder murder!!!

But ,
Just so you know,
this guy was hanging around there too,
AND
I found out that Ivink's been eyeing the same guy as I do,
and she actually know him since they're in the same lecture hall..
And that moment, I just wanted to murder her,
slit her throat or something,
or maybe take a pen and poke her in the eye.

*ouch*

I'm just kidding darling =D

Really, I've got nothing much to blog about again,
cos KMPH life is just constant and plain routine,
sooooooooooo.................
there is nothing to brag about there.wakaka.

*Sometimes its better not to be in the limelight.

sleepy.RAWR!

Rest in peace miao miao.

Dear me:] ♥

2008-07-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

Dear Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee. =] ♥

Yesh me lur :]

Please be more hardworking.
Please don't lose your confidence and determination.

You learnt your lesson last year,
and also given a chance.

Don't lose it,
don't repeat the same mistakes.

Annabeth Lee,
don't play smart,
know your limits,
know your weakness-es,
and do what you do best.

DON'T BE A LAZY BUM!!! =(

Bengong!! :p

Anna : Mum, I wanna go back Kuantan. Can't concentrate hereeeee
Mum : Oh really? Like as if you won't play lappy.
Anna : Noo noooo I gotta study! REALLY!

NOW..

Anna : Wait wait.. another 10 minutes. Updating blog. HeHEEHEHEHE!

*see what I mean* T.T

xoxos. ♥

2.35am.

2008-07-19T02:43:00.004+08:00

Hey dears, :] :] :]

I'm still awake. Its twofourtyfiveinthemorning :p

I was struggling doing some equations just now,
I believe my brain only works at night until...

Ana, my friend whose room is just opposite of mine text-ed me,
telling me about her friend having a Japanese-Malay boyf.
So random kan? T.T

And I'm hungry. Dotdotdot. =)

... Honestly, I'm feeling real guilty about something.
LOL you see, recently, we found out that one of our new friends in college is erm, isn't straight.

Seriously,
its a little frightening at first,
cos she actually slept on the same bed with me
just after only three days of knowing her.
And the thing is that we don't have much conversation.
Okkkkkk to be honest, she is just weird.

Ok - I thought she was straight then ,thats why I gave in. hihihi

Then everyone kept talking and warning each other,
and as a proove, one of her ex-schoolmates comfirmed that she wasn't straight since high school.
And some of her lecture mates actually knew about it but did not tell us.

Being paranoid, I talk about it alittle.
And then I realised that I did a huge mistake,
cos who am I to judge her anyway?
Who are we to judge her?
If she isn't straight, then who am I to change her ?

ohcrap, and now everyone knows that she slept with me on the same bed with me,
and they actually pitied me for her doing so.

Please, I want you to stop talking about her.
If you don't want her to be near you,
then ignore her.
But stop talking.
Cos I am doing the same now.

Goodnights. :] :] :]

thehottieandthenottie.

2008-07-18T19:15:00.005+08:00

Hey hey everyone :]

My title above has nothing to do with my craps below.
But I find the The Hottie And The Nottie really stupid gahaha.

Been abandoning my blog for two weeks now, I have not been back in Kuantan to be able to do so sobs*
We had this "larian kakom" where we had to run / walk nyahaha for around 3.2km around the college.
Had fun anyway despite the sunburn and the extreme dehydration. :p

College life is getting harder since UPS [ Ujian Pertengahan Semester a.k.a Mid Term Sem Test } is in two days.
Ah-hem , I am back here in Kuantan to study! woohoo * :]

And just suddenly, I can't help it but noticing that the population of hot guys is increasing in my college.
As in , maybe 2 or 3. T.T gahaha!
I can't help it but, then looking out the window searching for any "jejaka hensem" passing by gahaha.
That will be our daily routine here,
since our room window is just directly proportional waaaaaa to the main road. hAhaHAha.

Nothing much to say here anyway but I have tons to spill out during the days that I was away.

Anyway this is for you.

After much courage, I text-ed you.
I can't wait forever to tell you what I felt.

It's sad to think that..
At one moment, that you're really close to someone..
And you think that you know almost everything about him..
And the next thing you realise that,
you don't even know him anymore.

You were my friend,
You were my brother.
I trusted you,
and I trusted you for trusting me.

When I'm with you,
I am myself.
When you are with me,
I feel safe.

And I really thought you know me well enough,
and not to think me in that way.

I admit, I lied.
But I've never lied anything else about me.

And just one lie ruined our friendship.

I lied, not just to hurt you.
I lied, for a reason.

And I lied, cos I don't want you to take it the wrong way.

But what happened,
was that you took it the wrong way anyway.

I'm really happy now after spilling it out to you now,
tho' I don't really hope for any reply.
Cos I am actually over it.

Tho' I am missing the memories we had in school.

Till then, you are still one of the friends that I'll not forget.
*smiles*

Having mid term sem test this monday. Wish me luck dears :]

Byebye. =)

Wish me luck for ups=]

Bye bye.

2008-06-30T13:53:00.004+08:00

:]

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

*Mariah Carey -Bye Bye *

---♥ Princess signing off, see you next week :]

My new green Ipod Shuffle :]
Loving ittttt woohoo!
And I'm gonna pass down my silver Ipod to my mommy.
Since she said she wants it for jogging wor.T_T

Nothing.

2008-06-28T20:47:00.013+08:00

I was suppose to study and finish up my tutorial.

And look at me,
Sitting here, doing nothing,
Feeling blue, trying to download the new live messenger T_T

My lappy got reformat-ed few days ago,
so I'm back with the first edition of MSN. T__T

T___________________________T

Annnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Lazyy bummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! After this, go study lo okay princess?
Murder me if I don't.
I serious need some serious study!

Burb, Maggy curry is shoooo nice*
And now I feel like sleeping after a nice meal.
Anna the lazy bum. ZZZZ!

Btw, Ju Vin Ju Vin Ju Vin! Its been a while.
Yesterday when I was actually half asleep while watching the very disgusting Day of The Dead,
and her text message woke me up :

Anna dear, are you in Kuantan? Please reply asap ok?

Then I blur blur replied :

Yaa..why ???

Then Elton's number called, then they were like, wanna go yumcha ornot?? :]

So yeah , 4.30pm it is today. Since all of us had plans at night.

My mom was like : You trust Elton's driving ornot?
Then I gave her this T____T face haha! *gulps*

Haven't you seen his driving?
Scary sial, I am so not into speeding. seriously. =/

Anyway, we went to TC lur. I mean whereelse in Kuantan that you can hang out at?
But thats one place I love here in Kuantan.
I love the beach, I love it especially at night :]
Plus, the beach also reminds me of my darling friends.
Too much memories ,that make me want to go there often. :]

We went to BAY2 and snap snap some photos.
Finally, photos with Ju Vin! And finally saw her gorgeous tattoo. Outdated kan? =/

Look! Its a plane. No, its a bird. No, its superman! =.="
It is a must to be kawaii. T.T

Finally, a pretty photo. Credits to my camwhore skills. Without Elton's help :p
I miss hugging her anyway :]

Fugly smile of mine.

Three stooges :
1.
2.
3. ( wow..emonye aku :] )
And now you know the term "cannibalism".
Poser. Look at his face haha.

Btw.. where is Aimi? T_T
By the time, she arrived, we all wanted to have ABC at Midnight Tomyam.
Somebody went to watch hottie Patrick Dempsey on Made of Honor wor! *evil grin*

Its alright, got to meet up with her anyway. :]
Someone complaining that its too hot :x
:] :]

June.. we went to see your new house right after that. :]
Finally, my darling adorable Billie =)
Ju Vin adores him too :]
Dear Ju Vin,
I am sooo shoooo happy to meet you today. REALLY! =)
And I am looking forward to meet all of you..each one of you. :]
Thanks for brightening my day,
Despite having loads of work to do ,
and also being silly-ly grumpy bout my old MSN.

And also about Moe leaving Kuantan for his hometown,Myanmar.

*Taken Jan 08 when I was working part time.*
You take care buddy =)

xoxo'S.

Obesity.

2008-06-28T14:55:00.005+08:00

................One day during dinner time.

Anna : Let's go to the library cafe for dinner tonight. Let's have fillet! :]
Ivink : Ok la darling!
Anna : Everyday eat like this..die la.. French fries is soooo fattening you know!
Ivink : Hahaha.. know also!

*dot dot dot...*

Anna : Alah, Why did they give so little french fries??
Ivink : ....
Anna : Let's order somemore!
Ivink : Huh!!!?

....................One day during lunch time.
Mum : What do you want from McDonalds?
Anna : Just Nuggets.. I'm not that hungry lo.
Mum : That's all?
Anna : Oh ya.. FRENCH FRIES!
Mum : YER! ( Her 'yer' means its fattening. =.=)
Anna : Hehehe.. ok ok ok.. Don't need la!

*Dot dot dot..*

Anna : Been long time since I've had fries alrdy you know! T.T

*.......*

And I end up eating fries too anyway.

FRENCH FRIES ARE SO ADDICTIVE. =.=

jengjengjeng. out of boredom.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

:]

Wargh!

2008-06-28T09:54:00.005+08:00

SERIOUS ~~SHYT~~!

♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

The two biggest thing is coming to town.

Get ready to scream people.
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

AVRIL LAVIGNE IS COMING TOOOO TOOWNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, kill me if I don't have my sem break on August :[

Get ready to scream again people..
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
cos' MTV ASIA AWARDS will be held in Genting Arena of Stars this freaking year!

And the host is the super super super hottt..

JARED LETO!

For those who don't know him,he's an actor and maybe most of you know ,the lead singer for 30 Seconds to Mars. T.T
♥
♥
♥
I was like OMFG when I read the article in the news and I was like more OMFG when Ju Vin text me and we were like OMFG-ing together.
Excited sial. How?
=/

Time to brag a bit a bit hehehe.
I've been to two concerts before this hehehhehehe.

*evil smile*

come come smack anna a bit. :p

I misssss youuuuuuuuuuuu frieenndssss... xoxos.

American Boy,

2008-06-27T18:46:00.010+08:00

I really thought it will suck badly there.

But what the heck was I thinking?

Maybe it's because it' not up to the standard to 'some' people,
seriously, stop disciminating the place I'm studying at.
What's the difference?

I am still studying and playing hard :]

I still find good friends I can rely on ..(seriously, finally).

Thank you my darlings :]

I'm really grateful to find people like you there, and I know one day it will be hard to let go of all of you.
(And it will be in 10 months time..:[ )

Like, it's hard to let go of my darlings back in high school,
it's hard to believe sometimes that we're apart now,
And I think of you all the time, and cry to myself sometimes.

Grow up, get over it.. I know, but I just can't help it......

I miss all of you in school,
and I miss you PAARMA!!! :[

Anyway, last weekend,
I brought my two darlings from Selangor to my old good peaceful hometown Kuantan. (aiseh..hahaha!)
Glad ya have fun here,
we had Chinese food finally, McDonalds, Starbucks, Dim Sum and Secret Recipe.

Good food finally woohoooo! =)

Eh joyce, seriously you look damn cute at that beach hahahah! T.T

And you just have to ruin the moment when I just want to take a nice and cute photo of muaself:P

GRR! And you just have to be a runaway bride, with my own sisterr??? huh T.T.

Ker Lee and me :] We met up with her a while at ECM.

Thank you again dear, I had so much fun with you,
despite me being temporary 'depressed' and dead over the weekend heh=)

♥

More photos taken in college ::

My watch is simply the obvious one :]

And I miss you,
Aneesh, AhBlur, Zihan and the others who had gotten a better offer to further their studies.
All the best! =)

My things to do :
♫ ♪ Tutorial and past year questions!!

But I think I'm gonna have a movie mania tonight.
Since its a woohoo Friday night.
~~Horror here I come!~~ :]

XOXO.

p/s: are you simply loving the song on my blog? American Boy by Kanye West :]

backbackback.

2008-06-27T15:26:00.005+08:00

I AM IN BACK IN KUANTAN.

FINALLY, ABLE TO BLOG :]

MISS ME ?

I MISS YOU DEFINITELY. :]

YA' DEFINITELY MISSING THIS FACE :]

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Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

Jason Mraz - I'm yours, been addicted. :]

Im in love.

2008-06-15T11:20:00.008+08:00

I'm head over heels over you.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

I can't stop thinking of you...
.
.
.
.
... PO my big fat panda! :]

♥

Bye bye Kuantan. I will be home again- soonnnnnnn woooohooooo

Beth beth signing off... ttfn.

Papa!

2008-06-15T00:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY :]

♥

GIVE UR DADDY A BIG HUG EVERYONE :]

TAGS,

2008-06-14T10:19:00.005+08:00

Yong Lin,
I did this for the third time but well................
I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO YOU TAGGED RIGHT? :]

Bloggers who have been tagged have to start with 10 random facts about themselves.
At the end of the post, you have to choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz.

1. I did this tag for the third time :]
2. I am back in Kuantan and I am suppose to STUDY.
3. I forgot that I'll be having Biology Quiz yesterday and thank God that we changed lecturer =D
4. I am upset cos I am lazy to study.
5. I had a crush in coll and I found out that he's ~~girl-ish.~~ GAWD!
6. My mum just came in and said, I thought that you're gonna study?
7. I can survive being alone. haha the opposite of YongLin :]
8. I want to talk. I want to girl-talk. Carol? =/
9. I do things last minute. high five YongLin :]
10.I think about life a lot. I'm no shallow. Don't judge a book by its cover. No bimbo.

And DONE lur.

Second tag :]

8 things I'm passionate about:

Thinking about the life ahead of me.
Using eye liners.
Aw-ing about pandas.
Converse shoes. Old school!
Eating and eating.. and EATTT-ing.
Biology :]
Everything and ANYTHING thats cute :]
Being a future veterinarian. I hope :)

8 things I say or do too often:

SAY

I want!!
Alahhh...
Sots =.="
OH MY GOD YOU....
So random!
I emo la...
Damn this and damn that.. damn dot dot dot*
Soooo cutttteeeeeeeeeeee....dammnn cutteee!

Use alot of smileys in msn,blogging and sms. T.T
Listen to my ipod, and repeating the same song over and over again.
Tries to make my eye lashes look longer.
Complaining and being childish.
Acting cute. =.="
I'm not afraid of cats.
Scream when I see an insect.
Chores. hahaha seriously :]

8 things i've read recently

Nucleus in the cell. Biology =.="
Newspaper article on the sufferings of the Myanmar victims.
Blogs.
A text message :P
Subtitles on tv. hahah to be specific.
None.

8 songs i could listen over and over again

David Cook. Always be my baby. =]
Aerosmith. I don't want to miss a thing.
Simple Plan. I can wait forever.
Leona Lewis.Yesterday.
David Archuleta.Think of me.
Jason Castro.If I fell.

8 things I learned last year

I learnt my lesson.
Be myself.
Be independent, since I'm apart with my girls and guys.
Say no to online dating.
No last minute studying.
Appreciate life. :]

8 people to tag:
YONG LIN :] AGAIN HAHAHA!

Life's good in KMPH, but sometimes, I'm lonely. Do you feel me?
No one does here. I have tons of random friends. But none, I can open up to. None. I need girls to talk to. A heart to heart talk. I need friends that willing to accept me for who I am. Cos I am always ready to accept any flaws. Are you ready to accept mine too?
Classmates of 4H19.

Spot annathebanana in red! :]

Anna with her speech. T.T
And I am glad its over :]
A heavily pregnant cat on my study table.T.T

I gotta go. I'm not in amood. pms pms pms. byebye.

Dont talk.Just listen.

2008-06-14T00:21:00.008+08:00

I DIDN'T GET TO BE IN JPP :]
BUT I'M NOT UPSET.

I'm happy.

Cos' I've challenge myself.

And now I have confidence.

What's there to lose? :]

And I'm not regretting participating in it.

But ~~DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE ME.~~

I am who I am.

I ain't a good leader but I can be one :]

Never give up.

Quote-d,

PO! :]

He is soooooo adorabllleeeeee....:]

Good night everyone! muaxie.

Seriously LOR.

2008-06-07T01:11:00.019+08:00

Hi dears,

I just got back from June's party.
Its an early birthday party for her since her birthday falls on the 13th next week.
Let me repeat..
its on the 13th Of June :] ♥

And its 2 am, and I still have pending sms-es to reply but I decided to blog instead,
plus uploading tons of pretty photos,
since i'll be busy next weeeekkkkk..:[ screw it

The other day my parents just gave me loads of advices on what I should give priority on first.

Party-ing VS studying ?

Then I was like, kinda emo cos its like I've alrdy set my goals right to work hard this time,
and no more repeating the same me last year,
the one who slacked during form 5,
but at that time, I defended myself strongly,
cos I really wanna meet up with my girls lo, and then my parents decided to let me come back to Kuantan for a night and get back to college the next day, I mean tmrow,
since they're going to KL tmrow and I've got plenty of stuff to do,
and the list goes on... sigh sigh sigh sigggghh.

I don't get it why I came back this time feeling so sentimental.. T.T

Whatever is it,
i'm still happy to be back with my girls and talk to them and be myself,
cos i'm tired of being strong all the time when I'm there,
I gotta stay strong there since I'm the one who's independent and responsible now,
and I'm tired of it , and I miss being free like a bird here.

And screw it, i'm not gonna dye my hair to black.

~~Sentimental sial~~, PMS izzit annaa... heheheh. T.T

CUT CUT CUT.

We move on to the partying part now huhuhu.

Richard Wong,
you did not inform me that you were suppose to fetch me with Nicole's car and I waited for you since 7pm,
and you end up telling me that you were waiting for Nikky at 7.45pm.
And Richard Wong,
you told me to lie to June that I did not come back to Kuantan for the party,
and you frigging made her emo an hour before the gathering,
Richard Wong,
Stop messing around with your Lucky Fcuk haha,
Fcuk stands for French Connection, not the FUCUK that we eat,
and ~~Fuck~~ stands for ..dot dot dot*

We were kinda late meeting up at Croc Rock anyway haha,
but we made the grand entrance ma..ahem VVIP :p

And when I showed up at Croc Rock,
and June was likeeeeeeeee , Annnaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
RICHARD, YOUR FAULT. :p

Photos at Croc Rock :]

Btw, I just found out that Peter is a big camwhoreeee and a bit gayish lar
heheheheee.
And Richard, gay-er than ever T.T

Me and my girl, Carol just have to whore. if not, its like ~~the world without air~~ lol.

J-Hxian just have to ruin the moment LOL.
Nvmind..we continued snapping snapping. hahaha.And I grabbed Nikki next. Her blue eyes very seductive lo. Lmaoooooo
Us without the flash.

Us after the flash.
The girl who changed her mind by not using any 'utensils' to eat her chicken wing.
Gay Peter. hehe.
Gay Richard.hehe.
Presenting the early birthday girl :] :] ♥♥♥

After Croc Rock, we made June suprised by boo-ing her in her new house.
Aunty Ling decorated the room pretty and all, like Carol said, very British India.
Carol just have to pose T.T

She avoided the lens with a pose,
Smell Carol's ass.
Still Gay.
But we love nachos, but Nico questioned, where's the cheese?
j

*Gawd Carol, I so want all the photos in your cam. :]*

Suprise, dear?
Happy Early 18th Birthday June :]♥♥♥

p/s : We hate it if you're insecure. We hate it if when you talk about the past. We hate it when you question . We hate it when you are unreasonable. We hate it when everything changes.

xoxo's.
BILLIE :]

Commitment..:]

2008-06-06T17:09:00.004+08:00

After all encouragements from friends,
I just submitted the JPP form today.

And, OMG,
I am freakkiinngg NERVOOUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
And the blame goes to you guys. hehehe
What did I get myself into ???????????????

We're having it all week next week,
where we have to present our manifestos and propogandas.
*geee stagggee frigghtttttttttttt*

Hurmm, I'm just gonna see my audience wearing ~~pretty underwears~~ on their heads:P

I wonder, whats my manifesto?
I wonder, what if I ruin it?
I'm fresh and I'm shallow in politics.
And I know at this moment, I just have to be independent and..
Be myself.
Wish me luck. :]

I accidently spoke Malay with one of my Malay class mates and this is what I got :

Thanks Miss Zarina, it took me half an hour to scrub it off hahaha!:]

Family Guy rocks.Stewwwwwwwwwwieeeeee.........

I wanna be.

2008-06-01T12:58:00.007+08:00

Ker, I seriously didn't realise that I was tagged. hehe.
But, who read tags anyway ? =/
Honest, I only read tags when I'm tagged. ahem T.T
Okie, I'll do it anyway before I leave- i'm not bringing lappy , but I might borrow Anis's lappy :]

Part 1 : On the Outside
Name: Annabeth♥
Date of Birth: 051190. i'm yet not 18. :(
Current Status: Single and available.
Hair Colour: brownish with left over golden stripes especially on my fringe. hohoho.
Righty or Lefty: Rightieeeeeeeeeeee
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio baby.I don't bite :p

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: I'm a Chinese babanyonya,Kadazan,Phillipino,a lil bit of dutch and a lil bit of here & there.:]
Your Fear: Death.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : Rise and shine and start the day with a smile :]
Bedtime: Pray and hope for a better day the next day..
Your most missed memory: everything before I turned 18. and I miss high school :]

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: I only drink them when I go for mcDonalds.
Single or Group Dates: Both but I rarely go on single dates hehe.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: It tastes the same lo.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas, nyahaha!

Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: No offense, I don't.
Drink : Yesssssssssssss hahahaaaaaaaaaaa
Curse: cibai. nah cursing :P

Part 6: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : Nope, why? ~~wanna try ?~~lololol
Changed who you were to fit in: yes a bit to be honest.

Part 7: Age
You're hoping to be married : 26-28?

Part 8: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: it doesnt matter..his confidence will truly show how dreamy his eyes are :]
Hair colour: any colour too.. Anything but ~~lala.~~ heheh.
Short or long hair: prefered short but I don't minnd Jason Castro's sexy dreads mwahaha.

Part 9: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: scratching hahaha
1 hour ago: whoring at the mall. hmmm
1 month ago: ~~Rotting.decaying.growing mushrooms.reproducing.making spiderwebs.~~

Part 10: Finish The Sentences
I love: My family, my high school friends, my ipod, my ~~SushiKing~~ and my mirror. And myself.
I miss: H.O.M.E
I need : Determination and inspiration.

Part 11:
Five person you would like to tag:
Caroline.Nicole.June.Kar.Aimi.Farah.

List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday: (in random order)
Bear bricks, tickets to paris haha in my dreams, ~~a one night blind date.~~
Honestly, I've got nothing in my mind. My birthday's a long way to go lur!
*~*~
I actually let Michael trimmed my sister's hair omg. hahaha don't kill meeeeeeeee.
I miss billieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. damn, i so want a dog now.
Its a cookie, and a mirror. :]
TTFN. I'll be back -soon :]

Thing to do :
♥ Get done with my Maths and Chem tutorial.
♥ Read Bio Practical. oh Mr Amran oh whyyyy
♥ Photostattttt

Btw, there's this thing call JPP in my coll. JPP is a organisation which represents students.
And it works by the votes that you get from the students to be on the board. We have to make a manifesto out of it. A bit politicial, but marks are counted if you're choosen to be on the board.

I want to be someone, I was someone, but now..i'm encountering something new, and I want to make a person out of me.
But at the same time, I'm afraid that my studies will be effected by it.
Should i or should i not? Opinions ppl :[

xoxo's.

Flowers :]

2008-06-01T00:40:00.010+08:00

June,

i'm so in love with your BILLIE!!

Seriously friggin' adorable lo.♥

Dears,
I'm seriously damn happy to meet ya babes today. :]
Its been such a long time.
Carol and Nicky, three months kan? siggh!
Reminds me of the old times..

But being apart, makes me realise too,
that how much you girls meant to me :] :]

how nice if it was back then,
but then I gotta go back tmrow...sooo soooooooooonnnn
Jealous lah! You guys got the whole week here in Kuantan :[
I really hope I have no replacement classes next weekend,
and then I can spent June's early birthday with ya dears on Friday ♥

I kinda realise that I can't find friends like my friends here,
where we can be ourselves,
where we can be open,
and the best thing is ~~we can gossip the whole and laugh our asses out.~~

Maybe I just need some time to find a new flower :] right?
Haha reminds me Paris Hilton on her new reality show to look for a new bff.
Thats Hot. lol her quote T.T

And I happen to like Paris ok.
Not becos she's a glam, a fab , a diva, a wannabe and a whore, or some say pros.
But cos I respect that she doesn't give a damn about the world,
she's a freaking heiress and she can do whatever she wants :]

ALAH, I rindu lah :( miss all of our friends.

*dot dot dot*..

Sometimes we can be silly..

And sometimes we can be lame.. and oh , and a bit gay hehe..
*nic, ur pose number 5. hahaha!*
But..
Life without a friend is life without a witness :]

Let us all water our flowerrrrssssssssssssssssss ♥

Having tummy ache since lunch cos I had Black Canyon's Fusilli pasta tomyam.
Omgg nice can die :P
Today, we played Bingo. And Aunty Ling lost nyahaha. :P
And..
A whore will always remain a whore.
I meant a camwhore okay. *lifts up eyebrow*

~~I pout a lot. Me myself feel disgusted sometimes~~lololololx

Father's Day's coming very soon.. what are you getting for your papas? :]
xoxo's.

p/s: Things ain't right. I think I gotta make the afford.

Think of me falling.

2008-05-31T11:30:00.003+08:00

I love her.

The truffles and smokey eye look.

The I'm a slave for you by Britney look.

The Bleeding Love Leona Lewis look.

She's super talented.
Its like as if she's painting on a canvas.

p/s : Friends are like flowers. They wither when you don't look out for them. I'm trying not to lose any petals, cos you see, there's 5 petals. And each petals represent the stages where to our friendship had bloom.
But the petal of me is slowly shriveling..

xoxo's.

Loving It.:]

2008-05-30T15:09:00.008+08:00

First of all.... *dot dot dot dot*

27th May 2008.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KERRYN AND KARLISYLE, YINN JENG AND WAFIY :]

I think the HEP in my college blocked my blogger.com or something.
*sucka's:(*
And thats the reason for my abandoned blog, as you can see my IM AWAY sign above :p
BUT I still have regular visitors, TQ :]
Thanks to nuffnang.com.

I'm back to Kuantan again ya'll,
And matriculation college life had improved so much,
and in fact,

Two weeks ago, I was complaining. And now , I am loving it..=)

♥

And I alrdy got use to the idea of studying with people around,
cos previously, i just love to be alone and read.

~~Now, noisy roomies, I can bare with it~~ nyahah.

I think i've change too, and I can say I'm really proud of muaself :]
Look, I'm a Biology person, I love memorising,
And I hate counting,
I hate making the afford or attempt to count and get the answers.
But after proscinating,thinking and daydreaming and looking back,
I think I really need to change to better,
I did not do too well for my previous finals SPM, but don't get me wrong, I was overally satisfied lur:]

My Biology practical lecture, Mr Amran was being so sarcastic to me the other day,
he was like, Bernard Lee's daughter ya ?
Okie, such coincidence, they know each other.

And he was like,
A future veterinarian right? You fail Bio and I'll kick you back to Physical Science!

Mr Amran,~~I happen to be good in Biology.~~ You'll see=P

I gotta go and take a nap now, I'm sooo exhausted. Carol please be back in Kuantan early. Jom minum!:]

Pictures of the week. And plus , I finally got to wear the lab coat.
Damn, I feel so 'veterinarian' T.T lolololol

IN THE LAB...

we whored.:]
Looks really candid right? hehe.

IN THE LIBRARY..
See no evil*
Hear no evil*
Speak no evil*

Notice the Bio book below coughs*
~~Anna studying sial~~ nyahahaha
Btw, the cats in my college are sooo addoraablllleeeeee..
Rmber puss in boots from Shrek everyone ?

haha you guys must be thinking that i'm a nutcase capturing photos of cats lol.
But well ,future veterinarian ma. *Winks*

~~XOXO'S~~

♥ P/S: David Cook went for his first date already ? SHISH! Another hottie taken.

Tagtagtagtagtagtagtag.

2008-05-24T20:10:00.007+08:00

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game is to be posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to do the tag.

Let the tag begin..

What was I doing 10 years ago?
♥I was 8.. Enjoying life, not complaining bout how chubby my face is and also not worrying about anything. Lets build a time machine , I want to be 8 again :[

5 things on my to-do list today
*Since its alrdy 10.30pm, this was my to-do-list this morning :]
♥ Contact Daniel who does photocopies, cos I'm the head of 4H lecture hall now T.T
♥ Complain to Tmnet that my streamyx connection here sucks.
♥ Starbucks -I must have.
♥ Whore around mall.
♥ Read up Biology notes -which I did not. T.T
-Tomorrow's to do list.
♥ Church ,9am mass :]
♥ Bedazzle my new hole puncher mwahaha.
♥ Read read read T.T
♥ Clean my room at b1.t2.07- yeap thats my room number.

5 snacks I enjoy
♥ Jelly with icecream! :]
♥ Starbucks Green Tea Blended.
♥ Secret Recipe's Less Fat Chocolate cake -omigoshie.
♥ The very unhealthy ,full of colouring and fattening SUPER RING.
♥ Seaweed. niceeeeeeeeeeeee

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
♥ Donation to the victims of Myanmar and China.
♥ Travel with family. :]
♥ Shopping spreeeeeeeeeeee
♥ Start a business to be richer hihihi.
♥ More toys ..keke.

5 of my bad habits
♥ Self obssesed ..:p
♥ Too secretive, I rather keep things to myself sometimes.
♥ Often ignore sms-es, i know. lazy thats why T.T
♥ My room door must always be close- i dont know but its a taboo for me i think LOL.
♥ ~~Forgetting names and things.~~ a.k.a irresponsible. T.T

5 places I have lived
♥ Kota Kinabalu ,Sabah. Until I was 3.
♥ Aunty Doris's house - from age 3 to 8.
♥ Home sweet home now :D

5 jobs I've had
♥ A waitress at aunty's seafood restaurant for a month and a half lo.
♥ A fashion house salesgirl - ZsaZsa.
♥ A volunteer at Ti Lane a.k.a near Parkson Ria for LeJune's mom :]
♥ A good citizen ahem ahem.
♥ A friend, a daughter , a sister and a ~~future wife~~ hehehe.

And I tag :
♥ YONG LIN. -taddaaa suprise ornot? heheh.

---*
OH DARLING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY.:}
David Cook - You Rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Btw, critics commented that David Archuleta can only survivied with Ballad.
But I think he has a long way to go - he's just 17. and he's super talented.

Lecturers are hunting me down, just becos I'm a blondie LMAO.

AND I MISS MY FRIENDS LUR. XOXOS.

Unintended. :]

2008-05-24T17:24:00.008+08:00

Dears,

~~One question, is school~~ ~~baju kurung~~ ~~THAT revealing ?~~
A very sensitive question , but to my personal opinion,
even if you have the sexy back revealed, I don't think its the main reason that lured rapist or what-so-ever.
I mean, we have been wearing them for years now and I actually prefered them than the blue pinafore- which I felt so uncomfortable wearing them T.T
And they are really opscene when it comes to sitting cos sometimes I just have to be a little unladylike u know :P
I really don't know why they just have to bring this up,
I really think they should focus on other major problems,
than creating a new one. Agree anyone?

I'm sorry if I've offended anyone with my opinion, but well..:] *smiles*

And I love wearing baju kurung :]
THOSE WERE THE DAYS :]

Aiks, I'm so happy to be back here in Kuantan.
Prefer my stonning life where I'll be sleeping and waking up late doing nothing.
There- I gotta wake up at 6.15AM , to Q' up just to bath.
~~BUT sometimes I rather go to my morning lectures without having em'.~~ wakaka :]

But,it had been real hectic.
Tho' tiring, sometimes I find it kinda fun too, being busy and all that.
:] :]

anyway, I'M IN STARBUCKS. ♥

My mum's been addicted to Facebook, and I am coaxing my dad to buy a new lappy cos I'll be using my baby lappy alot doing notes and assignments in college :] So, is V10 lappys recommended,nyone?

I've bedazzled my baby pendrive :] Pretty ornot?

Tadaaaaaaaa :] Bedazzling actually reminds me of Karlisyle, cos she's the one that lured me into it. :]

Anna studying? Ahem T.T

Will be leaving again tomorrow, but I guess leaving is not that bad now. Plus my friends there, wants me to stay over for the weekend next week. But Carol's coming back! =)

p/s: I'm sorry if i'M the reason we're drifting apart, studying and fitting in will be my priority now ♥ Anna will be back very soon- after catching up with Biology lectures . HAISH!

xoxo's.

I wonder, how did someone remained so hot before, DURING and after pregnancy?
Christina Aguilera's ~~boobies~~ grew into an E cup, after pregnancy T.T

I LOVE USING SMILEYS :]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]

I don't wanna miss a thing.

2008-05-22T22:42:00.010+08:00

DAVID COOK..

2008's AMERICAN IDOL :]

And he deserves it :]

But I still love you, Jason Castro ♥

p/s:
I'm coming home tomorrow.
I can't wait to be back once again, I miss Kuantan like damn much :]
But things are getting better here, I'm trying to cope with Biology lectures.
I just got back from Ivink's room, and done gay-ing with her and Joyce. =] wakakas.
I think I prefer my Bio classmates lo, they're much friendlier,and I'm happy to finally click with some Chinese friends. Which i usually seldom do that, cos I'm a damn banana :[

Lily seriously brings this to lectures. T.T
No, its ain't Jawi. It's Ivink's handwriting when she's actually falling asleep during lecture.

LOL, maybe matrix isn't that bad now, but I am still frigging homesick, and the thing I miss the most will be definitely :
My sis:]

Aerosmith Lyrics
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Lyrics

FINALLY!

2008-05-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

I just found out, i was accepted for..

LIFE SCIENCE!

Looks like things gonna be so much better around here, and I hope Mery and Ivink will both accepted during the 2nd appealing .:[

American Idoooll feeveeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr babbieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss................
I cannnnnnnnnnt waaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt =]

♥ ♥ ♥

I'm sorry but I'll be busy over the week, gotta catch up for Bio Lecture and Tutorial. Ciaos :]

:]

2008-05-20T17:17:00.005+08:00

Dears,

I'm using the hotzone now :]

Today I had..

Maths Lecture
Physics Lecture
English
Chemistry Lecture
Maths Tutorial

and I'm totally clueless about logs, seriously. T.T
EYEBAGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

XOXO'S.
I don't feel well, i cant stand it here sometimes.
But Im glad I have Mery and Ivink :]

Thank u :]

2008-05-19T11:17:00.014+08:00

THANK YOU..♥

Karlisyle
For being a best best friend, and letting her guards down to trust me.Also for the car pool :P

Caroline
For all the laughter we had and the ponteng times,and my emo buddie :] And also,having the same taste especially in clothes:]
Ju Vin
For being my inspiration to study:P, and for all the hangouts,and the similar interests we had. Simple Plan concert rmber ?:]

Le-June
For always being the good friend, and always helping friends in need.

Nicole
For being there, last time, during recess times and even stonning at Physics tuition :]
Paarma
For the fun we had during the 1 year you were here.
Lisa
For keeping secrets and also, for being real sweet with her sms-es.

Jia Li
For being my laughing partner during classes :] and annoying me with your WuChun.

Kerryn For always cheering up the clan with her lame jokes. lalalala!:P
Wan Theng
For all the hang outs and being the taikarjie of PRS :P

Thena
For always being a darling to me. :]

Hareraj
For being a guy bestfriend to me.And also stonning during tuition together. Chemistry tuition?T.T

Dino
For the times where I'm alone, and we'll be stonning in class together T.T

Yeh Hee
For being my partner when it comes to emo ,and also a great brother :]

Ryan
For listening to my b*llshyts and also, a really great friend that I can sometimes open up to.

Ji Yan
For encouraging me with all your words :]

Yee Fai
For not letting me down.

Just so you know, that you're the ones I treasure the most. :] ♥

Jennifer Lopez Lyrics
Brave Lyrics

I'm leaving the happiest place on earth again - home.
Things will be much better soon, you'll see..:]
p/s : Narnia Prince Caspian is much much better than the first one. Its a must to watch.
Two hotties woot!

xoxo's.

Matrix T.T

2008-05-18T11:21:00.009+08:00

Dears,

Another massive earthquake, happened in Sichuan, China.
Don't ya think that its sad to hear that many innocent lives lost, in just this few weeks.
Everything's changing, I can feel that.
And I'm afraid.

Dears, so you know, that we're very lucky people, to be in Malaysia.♥
But yet,its unpredictable..
----~**

I had the worst days of my life during Matriculation Orientation T.T
~~And I thought orientation was suppose to be fun,~~ AHEM!

But Hai Feng who graduated from there last year, alrdy warned me,
that orientation was dead torture and boredom. Freakin' trueeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Seriously, i felt like murdering during the week! wahahaha!
Seriously, there was this moment that I couldn't take it in the hall,
cos I barely had enough sleep, the hall was seriously hot ,
and I just wanted to stand and say, Thats it, I'm out of here.
And at times, I just dont feel like socialising or even put up a smile on my face.
I mean, 3 hours sleep and then a wholesome of talks and activities the next day,
my mood was all over the place laaaa..T.T

For the start, I'm upset! upset upset upset!
I appealed for Life Science, but instead I got physics. T.T
But we still can appeal for Life Science, but its still pending maybe up to a month.
And i think its a waste of time, I'll be studying Physics while waiting for a month.
I HATE PHYSICS.
But for some reasons, the results for our courses are really unfair! No offense.
I don't care, but i'm still sticking to Veterinary Science!
And some of then even dare to state that, just accept the fact if you got Physics.
I disagreeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I mean what if one has a dream of being someone,
lets say, I want to be a Vet, and obviously I have the potential :P
And I aced Bio with a freaking A2.
But does that mean you have to decide what I wanna do right?
I may look square but I know whats stuff all about k.:} ♥

The only thing I like about it was our Moral Group where 200+ of us gather and the faci's are really nice tho' some, i find them pretty strict and annoying. :]

And our college, is the only Matrix college who provides the Hot Zone a.k.a the lecturers say the Panas Zone where we have WiFi, unlimited wireless internet access. cool ornot? hahaha.
But they can detect what we're surfing, and no p2p websites are allowed.
So my blog's not a p2p right ? =/

Talking about friends, I have loads of new ones. =) ♥
But maybe we're all still new, and everyone's still sticking to their own clan.
My roomies,we're okay but still, no one is opening up lur.

Overall, orientation was a bad start lo , a very bad impression towards Matrix.
But I guess it's just the start, and there's more that that.

.
.
.
... ~~I hope so~~ :]

I'm sorry if the post's a lil general and boring. Im still ain't well. :] byebye,
♥♥♥

No air..

2008-05-17T22:42:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry but I shall not blog more today.
I'm officialy unwell, fever T.T due to exhaustion. T.T

About matrix, its not a good start.
But I'm glad I have Mery [AhMe],Shahranee[Sharapova],Shik Wei[AhShik] and Low[AhBlur].
And also my dear , Ivink. :]

to be continued...

Living the world with no air.

xoxo's.

Exhausted.

2008-05-16T21:04:00.010+08:00

Dears :]

♥

I'm back for the weekend :]
~~And I miss blogging.~~

Exhausted but yet, happy to be home. Will tell ya all about matrix life tmorrow yeah ?

So, its down to two.
David Archuleta VS David Cook.

So which one would be your idol ? =)

Would you choose cutie David?

Or the hottie David ?

p/s: happy belated birthday Paarma =]
We miss you, alot.♥

Remember the last day at Gelora? emo ryte ? :( *taken 2006 before she left to her hometown,Greenland*

p/s 2 : take time to realise..

xoxo's.

Famous last words.

2008-05-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

Hey dears,

This will be my last post here, I meant for the mean time lar.
And no,
there's not gonna be any Famous Last Words.
Cos I'm gonna be back, you'lll see :] ♥

It's mother's day, and also I'm leaving tomorrow. haha!
We had brunch at Ms Garden, Secret Recipe and Johnny's. T_T
I feel like as if I'm having everything luxurious for my tummy,
Cos if my tummy gets fed up there,
then that's it, I'm gonna call..

1300-13-1300.

MCDONALD DELIVERY.
IM LOVING IT. ♥

Today I nearly got knock down by a motorbike,
~~cibai~~ i tell you,
See, i dont care.seriously I'm gonna say that word for once in my blog. T_T

Not much to rant here, today seriously. :[
I'm so sick of blogging bout what I do everyday,
unless I have a life like Paris Hilton,then it will be so dramatic. huhus!
So I'm gonna end it here for now, friends,pls do keep in touch alryte :]
I'm gonna start telling all about Matrix the week after,
cos I'm not gonna bring lappy for the whole week,
but who knows, I might befriend someone that will lend me their lappy there. :]

So dears,
I'm penning off now, take care and xoxo's :)

Again, happy mother's day mum =) ♥♥♥
Blueberry cheese cake, so the yummy :]
I saw this dog in my neighbourhood, damn damn adorable right?
Omg im shopping for buckets now. I need to do my own laundry now. nooooooooooooo
xoxo's dears, and it will be long til i'll embarass myself again so........
Neh! Let myself happy by camwhor-ing first. wakakaka :]

For you mom ♥

2008-05-11T00:52:00.005+08:00

For you mom,

You're my inspiration.

You're my best friend.

You're my girlfriend.

You're my everything.

You're my mother.

I love you loads.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

And yes mummy, you have a fat ass and I know you're proud of it. LOL :P
Will miss arguing with ya, will miss you loads.
Thank you for everything :]

Last minute :]

2008-05-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

Today, I just realised that I got a bunch of things that I did not think of bringing..
Till the last minute T_T

But the first thing that comes into my mind was ..
My Hairdryer =.="

Seriously , my roomates gotta bare with me and my hairdryer.
Without it, it will be like Bonny without his Clyde,
Big Mac without the beef patty,
sundae without the choc topping,
and life without me. :P

Instead of shopping the necessary stuff,
I just had to hunt for Loreal's stuff.

Talking about make up , I'm addicted to eyeliners.
I feel ~~naked~~ without them keke. But I'm gonna survive without them there.
But for the record , I did not use eyeliner out for three days straight this week itself T_T

I'm eating like a cow now lur, and finally had Japanese today. Happpy sial xD
I ♥ Sashimi :]

I ♥ Tempura. Tempting ornot ? kekeke :] Thats the only thing that my sister eats for Japanese lur.

I paid the bill anyway, as a Mother's day treat for my mum. LOL.
Anyway, the cashier offered me to have a member card there at Sushi King,
Then my mum was like, want or not?
Then I replied, don't want la..I'm not gonna be here all the time anyway.
wakakaka like so emo like that.

Seriously lur, why am I the only one making a big deal out of this ?
Eh no lar, my friends are acting as if I'm going to migrate out of the country when I'm only going to Gambang!
Wakaka! So sentimental la, but very touching tho'. :]

I'm looking forward for it anyway, despite the doubts in my mind. I look back, and I see my friends are mostly in a good shape after leaving :] so, if they can do it, then I can too right? Maybe I'm feeling all this mix up feelings just because I'm like one of the last to leave, and becos of that, I'll be missing Ktn like so damn much cos I've been practically alone here for a few months. ( ok ,not alone, saje lebih2 :] )

Anyway, you know what, omg I'm gonna smack my face I tell you. hahaha!

Today I saw a group of seniors at the mall, and two of them were wearing school uniform.
And I just have to ask them, just got back from school????
Omg, thats the ~~lamest~~ question cos DUH kan, they're obviously from school since they're still wearing their uniform. =.="

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS :] so, what did you guys got for ya mommas? ♥ ♥

xoxo's.

You're gonna miss this face nananana. =)

I will remember you.

2008-05-10T01:22:00.007+08:00

I alrdy miss all of you :]
Thanks for giving me hug before I left.
I know its a bit awkward but guess we won't be seeing each other often anymore.♥

HAVEEEE YOUUUUU HEARRRDDDD??
The girl who died of constipation during NS.
She was suppose to head home for break too.
Condolence to her family, may ya rest in peace girl :]
NS should take care of candidates more,
seriously we don't wanna this to happen again.
( tho' it alrdy happened a few times )

Back to my friends LMAO.
The first person I just have to see when I stepped into McD is just gotta be Patrick. Sweat Betul.

Sorry Pat hehe. I snapped this quiety, and u can keep my rm2.50 T_T
Anyway, did u know that my dear Kerryn is the next big camwhore? Wahaha.
Finally, she volunteers to have a shot with me , cos she use to reject me a lot last time :[

See..my ~~arms~~. :[ :[
HUGE. I put on weight , im tellin ya honestly.
My parents been feeding me a lot, cos they said I won't get good food at matrix wor! T.T
And Lum's hair looks like a chicken btw.
But Jia Li said it looks like an onion. ( a hell outta imagination la u guys have. )
I promised him rm10 to snap a pic of him.
But...........~~I escaped~~ LMAO. :]

Dear Karlisyle Lum Ern Ai,

I'll accept the apologies with an open heart lur :]
but, u don't really need to apologize to me anyway.

I mean u're like my best friend :]

Omg you dear, I just mentioned a few sentences of you in my last post and you straightaway.....
Publish a whole post about me,
even mentioning my darn long full name in it,
and also posting my ~~ugly~~ photos in it. :[
Just kidding dear hehe. ♥

Look, I've never really bother about the flaws.
I've always look through you.
And I've never doubt you :)
I'm glad that you did the same to me too.
♥ you!

*Smile!*

Ryan Cabrera Lyrics
xoxo's.

Donate. ♥

2008-05-09T17:59:00.008+08:00

Recently, parts of Myanmar was hit by Cyclone Nagris.
Ppl had lost their lives, ppl had lost everything they ever had.
Estimated toll of death may be well over 100,000 and about 42,119 still missing.
The before and after.

I'm doing something good. And feeling damn hell good about it :]
Do you wanna feel the same ?

DONATE.DONATE.DONATE.DONATE.

Even rm1 means the world to them
I've donated, and why not you?
You can resist not going shopping for the whole month, don't cha?
So how can you help?

Send your cheques in now ,and sent to :
Myanmar Relief Fund
Star Publications (M) Bhd
Menara Star
15, Jalan 16/11
Petaling Jaya 46350
Selangor.

Collection will be only in two weeks, act fast! :]

*~*~* ♥
I've decided to donate cos I seriously don't know what to do with so much cash.
I just took my cash from sch today, for my excellent (ahem.) SPM results last year.
Seriously, I nearly told myself that the teacher sent me a wrong letter,
cos 5A1s and 3A2's? Seriously, thank you Yayasan Pahang! :]
Screw me :p
Anyway, I've got nothing in mind right now, I guess I better do something that I've never done before this,
Rather than wasting my cash on things like , erm ~~toys~~. T_T wakakas.

I'm a toy-aholic - even there isn't such a word lur. ♥

Anyway, I'm blogging so much now cos I'm stonning.
And who knows, I might not blog much when I'm there. :[
But no worries, I'm bringing my lappy woohoo.
(Cos I hearts my baby lappy so much, eventhough 'she' can be a real b*tch sometimes.Streamyx sucks.)
BUT not for the first week, for some reasons.
No internet, no life T.T

~~And stop calling me by penis name alrdy.~~
My Italian name is now Lucia Bruno. Hahaha stupid survey xD

Your Italian Name Is...

Lucia Bruno

What's Your Italian Name?

I can't help it, but thinking that I'll be missing loads of new movies when I'm there.
Trailersssssssss. ♥

And not forgetting KUNGFU PANDA :]

You know, sometimes we just gotta stick with the flow with life.
Don't interrupt with the flow.
Please don't act like we're not close, cos it hurts.
It will be turn out even worst, seriously lur.
But we just gotta at least try maintaining it like we like it to be. :]

Yumcha later, byebyes :] XOXO's.
omg kar, ur post . :] Touched.i love you, you know that.
Please don't apologize..see ya tonight :]

Moving on =)

2008-05-08T19:13:00.010+08:00

Jason Castro,

I know you don't deserve to be in the Top 3 American Idol but I will still love you :]
*omg, i bet he doesn't know where Malaysia is when I am crushing on him so badly xD*
Bid farewell to my Jason wuwuwu.
You will always be my baby ♥

He is on my dekstop. hahahaha. *slaps herself*

Today is a great great great day. :]
Woke up at 8 just to wait for my dad. As you can see , I did entertain myself with all the surveys. Cos you know what, I end up going out at 2pm. T__T keke.
And stoppp caallliinnggg meee Ellllvviiissss!!! xD
I went to Yayasan Pahang to collect cash. Yes, cash baby :] Okay now, stop starring at me like you wanna rob me. Wahaha.
Sushi ,Teppenyaki,Teriyaki, here I come.
I simply ♥ Japanese Food :]

I went home and slept, and when I woke up. Bam, no electricity!
But you know what, just few days ago, a friend of mine presented me with this emergency tiny fan.
And I was just wondering, where got ppl give a fan as a present wanz?
Like as if he knows this is gonna happen to me ( Scary wth. )

See, it do comes handy LMAO :P
Anyway, if its just another any ordinary day, I don't mind.
But it just have to happen at 5pm,
And my dear American Idol just have to start at 6pm -.-
LUCKY ME, I only did miss Idol for the first 10 minutes. PHEW!!!
Cos my mum and sis was alrdy getting annoyed with me repeating :
JASSOONNN JASSSOONN JASSSOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!

*MAN, I just have to get over that guy la..It's getting annoying wakaka.*

Four days left dears, I'm leaving I'm leaving. And I'm not done with my packing either sigh lur.

Why am I making a big fuss over it, when I'm only leaving for Gambang ?
Go or don't go will be the same. I will still be apart for my darling friends, I just have to get over it.
It's time for me to think positive, it's time for me to think maturely. AHEM!
Practically all my close friends alrdy left Kuantan, and some of them are in NS.
Karlisyle's one of those, that I can think of who is still here. BUT, sorry dear, sometimes I feel so alone, not that I am blaming you, but sometimes I feel like you abandon me for your min minx. I really miss you :[
And you're leaving too ,soon. But dear, I don't wanna sulk over it alrdy lur. I'm making myself depressed day by day seriously, cos I so wanna go back to the past. Ish!

So it's time to move on, and make new friends there. New good friends :]
And still keep the good old ones.
My dad talked me over going to Gambang, he said that I have to go there with an open mind.
Honestly, I wasn't really listening to him that time. But leh, it does make sense when I think about it.TQ! =D

Thanks for being with me after all this years guys! Now I shall stop being emo about leaving, and be happy about it. I ♥ you guys!

p/s : I got myself an ATM card :]
p/s 2 : Thanks Nookeys, I finally know how to Print Screen and to download stuff faster LOL.Noobiiieeee meeeee...

xoxo's and now I'm gonna drown myself with more surveys. Try it la :)

Waiting.

2008-05-08T11:02:00.007+08:00

Haha..I'm trying out this stuff while waiting for my dad. LMAO.

I am ~~LACY PANTIES~~ :P

You Are Lacy Panties

You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class.
You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness.
Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately.
Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.

What Kind of Panties Are You?

What Your ~~Underwear~~ Says About You

It's important that your underwear doesn't offend anyone - in case you get in a car accident.
You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty.

The Underwear Oracle

Laugh,laugh all u like. At least I'm lacy :p

Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge

You know how to make your man ~~crave~~ more of you
But you also know when to show some interest back
You're good at keeping your guy guessing
And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel

Do Men Find You a Challenge?

You're mind is so ~~filthy~~... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

OMG THIS THING LIES HAHAHA!
David should try this :x

You Are Destined to Be Overweight

Okay, so you aren't exactly destined to be overweight. But that's the road you're traveling down.
If you find alternatives to emotional eating and change your relationship with food, your destiny will be drastically different!

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?
T.T

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.
At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are Probably Not Pregnant

It seems like you're in the clear, but you should really take a test to be sure.

Are You Pregnant?
LMAO.

You Will Die at Age 70

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?
I'M ALRIGHT WITH THAT.

Your Penis Name Is...

Elvis

Penis Name Generator
VERY CUTE,INDEED T__T

Don't ever try calling me by my ~~penis~~ name
That's obscene.

p/s : four more days,ppl. I'm leaving.

I'm losing it.

2008-05-07T00:56:00.009+08:00

Sometimes, I feel like as if I'm dreaming.
Time passes too fast, I hardly can catch up.
And in just one glance, everything's gone.
Have you ever felt like you owned something, you owned this perfection,this happiness you use to have.
And then all of a sudden, you find yourself very lost, losing everything,trying to track back time.
I feel like as if I've lost something.
In just one snap, I feel like as if something just took away everything I use to have.
And then it doesn't want to give me back.
And I just have to believe it, that it won't happen again.
I just have to tell myself that, it's all over. I lost it.
But the fact is, that I question myself so often.
And play it in my head over and over again.
And I asked myself, " How could this happen in just one glance? "

Do you get me? Do you even try to get what I meant?
If you feel the same, maybe you do.

I need a reality check.♥

I'm talkin' about time, the memories, you ~~fool~~.
Time, you can never track it back or turn it back.

I'm living everyday like its my last day :]

p/s : East Coast mall's very small. lol. :p
p/s 2: Carol, your post made me emo sial. I miss you.
p/s 3: omg, they killed kenny!

Random :]

2008-05-06T00:03:00.007+08:00

The rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post this rules.
2. List (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag (8) people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

8 RANDOM facts about myself.

I often get star strucks, and currenly deeply in ♥ with Jason Castro.
I always, and I meant it, always have crushes on strangers.
I am 50.5kg , in between. And I hate the fact that I have big bones.
I hate it when I don't get replies but me myself, often don't give ppl any replies.
I am self obsessed and proud of it :]
I am ~~addicted~~ to eyeliners.
I am a ~~loner~~, I know.
~~I am afraid of relationships.~~

Not gonna tag anyone, I did this before, but I can't sleep so I'm doing it :s

*i've deleted half of the post for some reason.byebye*

I love you Jason, I'm friggin' starstruck . HOW???? :[

p/s : Happy Birthday again Aimi :] and Happy Annievasary Carol And Boo :P

For you,Aimi :]

2008-05-05T22:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Aimi,

We've known each other since we were in primary.
And we went our separate ways then during Form1.
Although we were not as close, but damn, we finally found each other during Biology tuition woohoo :]
And I'm glad you're one of those friends, who's still keeping in touch since primary.

Aimi,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :] ♥

p/s: I'll be sleeping early later and will be busy tomorrow so I blogged a little earlier. ~~An hour earlier.~~ :P

xoxo'S
:] :] :] :] kekeke.

Pieces Of Me..

2008-05-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

Dears,

I'm finally back from Genting ;]
I'm darn proud of muaself la, I've been to almost all the rides including the Space Shot. Mwahaha! Thats the only ride I've not been on to all this years, but yay me, I actually did dared myself this time. Syokness.
Also been to Snow World where the temperature's like -5 celcius there { and also had a tiny crush on the hotphotographer♥♥♥ :p smack me.}. kekeke.

Man, I so wanna go there again ;]
I LOVE ROLLER COASTERS!♥♥♥

Pictures ;]
The rides. keke. Look what I found :

At the Women's , we have a man.
At the Men's , we have a woman.
And no, I'm no pervert. They're just dummys displayed at the Ripley's Believe It Or Not. :P

This is what we do while waiting. We hate waiting..

Can you do this ? xD
My yummy strawberry tart ♥

It was raining and they were using Nestle's umbrella. lols.The Click Five's coming. woohoo. ♥

Siigh,sadly time passes so fast there. And in one week time, I'll be leaving for Matrix. Leaving all behind, life will never be the same. 5 months of lazying, and its time to wake up and be serious again. 5 months is like nothing. In a glance, its all done. And will never turn back again.

I miss my friends. Part of Genting reminds me of some of them, we whored at Genting last Jan, and now whats left behind are just memories. ♥
I miss my gang, yes I miss them. :[

p/s 1 : Bye bye Brooke American Idol. Loving you Jason Castro and David Archuleta <3
p/s 2: im sorry.

xoxo's.

pieces Of Me.♥♥♥

Away lalala:)

2008-04-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

Dears,
Did u heard about Elisabeth Fritzl?
It was on the newspapers.

She's an Austria lady, who was held captivate by her own father for 24 years, also been raped and abused. And her own very father even fathered her 7 children. 3 of them never seen light since they were born.
And the thing is the monster dad was just sentence up to 15 years of jail, this is unfair. He needs more than that. Torture him :P

How can he do that to his own blood and flesh ? Please la,
HAVE SOME HUMANITY. She wasted all her life, staying in a tiny cellar. Imagine that. =/
She's been living under for 24 years, no light.

~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***

Sigh, I'm damn dissapointed now cos I could not make it for tmrow's outing. Me, Kar,Ker,Minx and Ju Vin was planning to check out the new mall. But damn, I need to go to KL tmrow itself to shop for some stuff. College stuff. =) Anyway, I don't promise you guys that I can meet up with ya'll cos I'll be there for a night and then off to genting - thats what I'm excited about :)

And I'm damn upset now too. I wanted to ask Hare out to the new mall, and maybe Dino too. And then ,my mom asked me to follow her to the new mall instead with Nadia's mom. Then, it rained heavily and cancelled. And worst part is my dear friend Jun Jun just have to text me ,telling me that it's nice there LOL. Thank u Jun Jun, very helpful of u keke :P So damn, I just gotta wait till next week to check out the new mall. Outdated outdated shish shish.

P/S : I'm going to collect my salary later. ehehehe. :) :) :)

I taught my mum and sis to camwhore with the webcam alot, and it was good :

I'm officialy a camwhore queen wakaka! :P

p/s 2: I'll be away from tomorrow until Sunday. :) Take care! ttfn! :)
p/s 3 : I need a hug, really. I've been thinking about it ,again.
p/s 4:Ju Vin will back in Kuantan tmrow. And plus, she's got a hot tattoo on her back weii.
p/s 5:Watch American Idol tonight. LONG LIVE DAVID ARCHULETA ,DAVID COOK AND JASON CASTRO!
p/s 4: I did facial yesterday and notice there's no after red dots on my face? hehe! WELL, try using a concealer to cover the flaws. That's the magic of make up :) :) :) *TIPS FOR MY GIRLS keke*

I use :
XOXO'S.

Apologies:)

2008-04-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I'm defending her but..

LEAVE MILEY CYRUS ALONE.
News claimed that Miley Cyrus a.k.a Hannah Montana had a nude photoshoot, for Vanity Fair magazine.
She's 15 and she's yet to pose with only a blanket, but SO WHAT?
She's a role model to children , I know. But she's a human too. She's just another 15 year old ,being naive, trying out new stuff.Doesn't mean she's a celebrity, she can't be like any other 15 year olds. She may be wild, she may be out of control, but who are you to control her life? She destroys her life, and she picks herself up. She don't need people to judge her, just because she's a star.
------ ~*~*~*~*~*~*

Inspired by Carol and Kar's latest post, I just want to apologize to those who think that I'm one of those who leaves and forgets the friends. I apologize if I am the one you think who doesn't make any afford to keep in touch.I apologize if I am the one you think that changed.I apologize if I am the one who you think is not a true friend.

If you think of me like that any how,don't you ever think I'm just another heartless friend. Don't you ever think that I'm just like them.

I've been hurt by some friends too. So don't you think that I don't understand the feeling of being left out. So don't you think that I'm not feeling the same way like you do.Cos you're not the only one. :)

THOUSANDS APOLOGIES.:)

*not refering to anyone particular*

p/s: I finally did facial. =) sakit kakaka.

p/s : I just done filling up the matriculation documents and curse myself, they just have to give so much documents and I just have to write my name all over and over again.

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee And it goes on... curse me for having a long name! *bleh:P* xoxos

Miley :)

Daft Punk.

2008-04-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

Watch this.
Gay at first, but I find it damn cool.
Steps very power :)
Thanks to ryan xD

Daft Bodies and Hands.

Daft Hands :) im loving this so much. Ryan, lets try hahas.

p/s : Spent my last day of work with my dearest ipod lols. byebye work :) pimples,go away.
p/s 2 : i listen more than i talk lolollol. why oh why?
p/s 3 : How am I gonna face a person that i've lied so much ? sometimes, i just need to lie for a reason. xoxos.

Oohlalas. :)

2008-04-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

This sounds nooby but the pen drawing in MSN made me happy lols. I figured how to use it for the first time lol . Noob kan? :P

First attempt :
He replied :
Then I blur alrdy lols.
Second attempt :

He replied :Then I'm getting better..

And better .. hehe.
Lol, I was feeling a little blue so I made myself happy lols.
It's raining heavily and the thunder's getting louder. Cold, and cuddly but ain't helping. Internet's down plus I don't really like the sound of the thunder after 29th Feb. There's some similiraties lols. omg i'm too paranoid hahas.

XOXOS.

p/s: Lady boss told me to switch places with YJ so I'm working at the mall tmrow. I find it weird , but I wonder, is it because I don't do much sales and the reason is that I don't speak Mandarin?
That's too lame. But no worries, I'm alright with it.:)

Anyway, its BIG APPLE. NOT J.CO but it's the same! *Smiles*

Sceam!!

2008-04-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Dears,

There's a new mall in Kuantan ya'll.
East Coast Mall, and the official opening day's on the 30th this month.
Heard it follows the KL standard, well we'll see how. Compared to our dearest Megamall, I'm really getting bored of Megamall. Practically 1/3 shoplots are empty cos I heard the rental is way too high. BUT, We did survived a few years with the same mall. :) :)

Some say the new mall is yet too survive but some say that it will be dead in a few months time.
But I guess it will be okay, unless if its a clone of The Gardens. Then , I dote that it will be dead. No offense :) The only expensive thing here that is still strongly surviving is Starbucks LOL! :)

ANYWAY, the only thing that I'm excited about the mall is only for the
J.CO DONUTS! wakakas.

Anyway , I met Dino today the mall. FYI,He escaped from NATIONAL SERVICE. -.-

I was bored so I had a little camwhore session hehe. Bare with me. xD
Thanks to my sis for being the photographer. lols,sorry no pay lar sis :P

xoxo's.

p/s : I'm happy today. :) I need more inspiration. Will you be my inspiration ?:)

My Pretty Lappy :) Blingblings are my current obsession. wakakas.

Scream by Tokio Hotel. xD

HAPPY!

2008-04-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

Finally,I live a day without being emo. After weeks of emo, I've finally snapped out of it today. Guess I'm in a happy mood today.

Chores, done.
Stop Thinking, done i took a rest today.
Do more hugs, I need more. :)
Facial , damn I need that a lot.
Talk to dad, yes I did.

So, comfirm I'm going to matrix this 12th May. ANYONE ELSO GOING? PLEASE DO TELLL MEEEEE..

I've been listening to Tokio Hotel alot now.

No, I'm not weird. hahas.

SAKIT MATAAAAA!!! ANNABETH'S TRYING TO ACT CUTE NYAHAHA! HAHAHAAHS!

xoxos.

Seductive,not?

2008-04-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

This is random,but look what I found for my girls.
How To Seduce A Boy. wakaka.

Man,we girls are getting brave nowadays. Say byebye to the traditional boy seduces girl lols.

It is usually a boy who begins seducing a girl he is sweet on, but the other way round too can be as interesting. Seducing is like an art. The more you practice, the more you improve on it. Seducing encompasses doing things that will make the target of your attention become aware of your romantic feelings and reciprocate. While there are different methods in which a girl can express her lovey-dovey feelings to a guy, the basic ingredients required are pleasing mannerisms, spunk and a good sense of humor. In this article, we will discuss ways in which a girl can successfully seduce her guy or boyfriend.

Tips for Seducing a Guy

Remember that you have to like yourself first even before you expect your man to like you. So, do things that will pep up your self-confidence like dress up smartly, get a new haircut, lose weight, etc. Then make a move on him. *done.*
Whenever you speak to your love, use a very seductive tone of voice. The voice tenor should be throaty and soft, but not too nasal or high. *i have chicken voice,so not seducing.*
Don attires that are trendy and reveal enough skin to make your man want to see more. But try not to overdo it. *this is not true*
Nothing can please a guy more than the fact that his girl can dance beautifully. If you are not a dancing diva, then taking up dance classes can help to some extent. *omg this is silly*
Walk gracefully and confidently. Maintain an impressive posture even when you are standing still or seated. * true! show him ur confidence. girl power!*
Before proposing him directly, drop little hints to see if he is interested in you. Most men find attention from a woman quite gratifying. *sial*
The best way to seduce a guy is by flirting with him. Look into his guy’s eyes lovingly, let that smile on your lips linger a little longer and give smart repartees to pep things up between you two. *lol and yea,what if he rejects ?
Leave him alone sometimes. Let him miss your company. It will also give him time to ponder over the blossoming relationship or get over past misgivings about an ex-lover. *HAHAHAHA!
Remember not to reveal too much information about yourself too soon because that will just make him lose interest in you. * thats TRUE.*
Touch him, perhaps on the hand or wrist. This will subtly demonstrate that you are interested. *Nocomment-.-*
SMS him romantic quotes, flirty jokes or invite him out for a date. *too obvious. some guys like it,some guys think thats plain cheap.*
Speak to him and let him know that you like him. Men like to hear that they are wanted just as much as girls do. *maybe.:)*
Whether, you wish to take things to the next level, now depends entirely on you. If you feel that he is regarding you as a conquest, then tell him that and leave. This could make him genuinely fall in love with you.

Damn, no use.Just be yourself enough lah k :)

Smallville here I come. Chores, later la I come. wakakaka! xoxos.

p/s: feeling much better today,muaxie.

bleh.

2008-04-26T01:55:00.001+08:00

It's 2am. And damn, I feel like shyt now. Must also emo in the middle of the night.

I need a hug, thats all. :(

Things I need to do :

Chores.
Facial.
Talk to dad.
Stop thinking.
Do more hugs.

I really need one , now.

Happy Birthday!:)

2008-04-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA !

It's his 57th birthday, and papa, I love you :)

Kareen my cousin, Yen Thong and me.

Abalone,chicken,ginger,carrot, and mushroom. phew what a dish.

Since I lost my damn 1GB memory card,I've been surviving with only 40 songs in my phone.

My current list of songs. *mostly are emo, sorry i'm an emo person*

Avril Lavigne : When you're gone.
Avril Lavigne : Girlfriend.
Avril Lavigne : Hot
Arctic Monkeys : Fluorescent Adolescent.
Azn Dreamers
The Academy Is.. : Everything We Had.
Tokio Hotel : Through The Monsoon.
Sum 41 : Pieces.
Flyleaf : All around Me.
Chris Brown : I Wanna Be.
Chris Be : With You.
Rihanna : Unfaithful.
Rihanna and Neyo : Hate that I love you.
Rihanna : Please Don't Stop The Music.
Rihanna : Take A Bow
David Archuleta : Imagine.
Jesse Mccartney : Leaving.
Simple Plan : When I'm Gone.
Simple Plan : Your Love Is A Lie.
Cassie : Is it you?
Chenelle : I fell In Love With The DJ.
Colbie Caillat : The Little Things.
Colbie Caillat : Realize.
Colbie Caillat : Bubbly.
First Lady : Missing You.
Flo Rida Feat TPain : Low.
The Jonas Brothers : When You Look Me In The Eyes.
Jordin Sparks feat Chris Brown : No Air.
Lenny Kravitz : I'll be waiting.
Leona Lewis : Bleeding Love.
Leone Lewis : A Moment Like This.
Lifehouse : You And Me.
Nidji : Biarlah.
Fergie : Big Girls Don't Cry.
One Republic : Stop And Stare.
One Republic : Apologize.
Rossa : Aku Bukan UntukMu.
Sofaz : Salahku.
Taylor Swift : Our Song.
Taylor Swift : Teardrops On My Guitar.

People said, one's list of songs do reflects one's true self. So, what do you think about me? True, no?My current Obsession : Tokio Hotel's songs.

P/s : I'm out of credit, please take no offense if I don't reply ur msg ya :) muahs.

Decisions.:)

2008-04-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

Mei Qi and Kar influenced me to do this. I influenced my mum to do this.
Brown,mine. Grey, hers. Ipod, my mum did it lol :)
I think I've decided.
Going into matrix is a good choice.
It's hard to leave everything behind.
But after thinking like a woman *Ehem*, Gambang isn't that far after all. So, I'm going everyone. But I haven't got the time to talk to my dad yet.

Dears,
I'm gonna study in KOLEJ MATRIKULASI PAHANG in Gambang.
40 minutes drive from Kuantan, so I'll come back on weekends :)

I'm gonna quit work next Monday, I'm gonna miss working and MEIQI, I'm gonna miss you :):):)

Anyone wanna replace my place as a salesgirl? lols.
*convicted* wakaka.

Why is everyone so emo? Why is everyone admitting that they're not themselves lately? Guess everyone's going through a difficuly phase at the moment. I'm not alone, you're not alone. Everyone's facing it, thats what you call life.

p/s : yes I guess I'm selfish. Selfish not to share whats in my heart. I guess I gotta change. What did I do to ever deserve this? Cold, thats who I am. Afraid to show whats in my heart, afraid to speak up and afraid to show who I am. But I've got reasons. Shallow, I know.

Your love is a lie.

2008-04-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

I finally got to see Kar after so long :)
But I escaped 40 minutes break yesterday,yumcha with Kar,Ker,Cindy and Kong. :)
And Simple Plan's new video. Your love is a lie :)
Loving it loving it loving it!

Did I ever mention that I met SP twice! :) I was freaking in love with Pierre Bouvier when I was in form2 until form4. =)

And I just gotta say this :
I MISS YOU FRIENDS. I MISS YOU MYC. I MISS YOU INTERACT CONFORENCE. I MISS YOU KEM KEPIMPINAN ROMPIN. I MISS YOU Y2Y CAMP.

p/s : sometimes I wonder, whether am I too selfish not to open up?

yummy kfc breakfast :)

Biarlah :)

2008-04-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

Biarlah,song by Nidji, James intro-ed this song to me few months ago.lols.

I had like 4 hours in a car and the 4 hours made me thought a lot. I'm very emo this few days lol. I am not myself lately. JuVin, ngam ngam we emo on the same night rmber ?=)

I feel lost, I feel helpless.I feel like there's so much to do and so little time.
Time passes fast and every second brings me nearer to the end. And still, I have not set my priorities right. As every seconds passes, I've become more aware and observant over the things around me.Even the slightest moment meant a lot to me. Anything and everything that I hold, touch or do, I just knew it that I'll never feel the same again.I just know it that I'll never be in the same situation again. And I know one day, that I'll lose everything and I'll never see the world again. I live everyday, like it's my last day. I live to the fullest, like I'll never see it again. And I wake up the next day, hoping to see more things and hoping that time would just stop for me and give me some time to appreciate it.I just hope that I make every second in my day worth it.When the day's ended, I'll just give in 5 minutes of my life to think and appreciate what I've hold,touch or do for the past 24 hours.

And then, it repeats again the next day. Its like a routine.

I began to question myself, how much really that I've seen in this past 17 years and 5 months? And then it just snapped, I haven't been using my 17 years and 5 months carefully. I've not seen much, I've not been through much. There's never ending knowledge to learn, and its impossible to learn everything. But I want to learn to what my limits are.I want to see the world a different way, and learn about it as much as I can.

I'm not being dramatic, I just want a start of something new. I apologize if I have not been myself lately but I'm glad that I have that few days of my life to think.Its a start for me to be a much better person.

SO I hope I'm back to myself.:)

BTW, PortDickson trip was great but damn didn't get to play.

Attended dad's army camp reunion but too bad lar, no lengzais =p

Except this 14 year old guy who is seriously cute. A chinese Malay lols:) See, my mum also menggatal lols.

Poor lamb :x

And the hotel suck. xD
Hehe :P more photos :)

I was in KL too for one night lols.

And call me mummy lols. I just had to babysit my cousins.-.-
I drew her.

She drew me.-.-

And finally, I met up with the PJ gang and also with Ju Vin :) Imagine 7 people cramped in Ryan's car.

JuVin drank a drink called happiness. And Anna says, happiness konon .hehe :)
Look at the faces hahaha.

I'm sorry if I didn't tell most of you that I was in KL for one night.It was just last minute.

I'm tired so xoxo's.

p/s : I knew it straight that I was one of them in the post. But honestly, it was partially my fault too cos I wanted to take care of everyone's feelings and I end up hurting one. It's just a whole misunderstandin and I'm glad we did talk it out. But I truly understand what you're feeling , lost, alone and have nobody. Cos I feel the same way too, but just in a different way. Sorry =/

And its time for the start of something new. mwahs.

Tagged :)

2008-04-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

David tagged me first:P

[You]
First Name = Elizabeth. vintage huh ?. :)
Nickname = Annabeth.Anna.Beth.Panda.Beffie.
Name you wish you had = Kimora Lee Simmons. Haha kidding.
What do people normally mistake your name as = AnaBirth. Annabeef. GRR!
Birthday = 5th nov 90
Birthplace = Kota Kinabalu,SABAH.
Time of Birth = 2am.
Single or taken = Desperately single.
Zodiac sign = Scorpio.

[Your Appearance]
How tall are you = 160 to 162.
Wish you were taller = a bit. im below model height lols.
Eye color = black brown.
Eye color you want = greenish blue.
Natural Hair color = brown.
Current Hair color = brown with left over golden stripes.
Short or long hair = if its short, i like it real short like naima ANTM. if its long, i like it real long till the waist.:)
ITS MOHAWK baby! :)

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color = form4. my copper red turned blonde. thats real bizzare k.:P
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair = haha 29th feb :X u know , i know lar.
Glasses or contacts = i have both.
Do you wear make-up = yes and addicted to eyeliners.
Ever had hair extensions = lols nope.
Paint your nails = yup, doing it pink later.:)

[In the opposite gender]
What color eyes = it doesnt matter.
What color hair = anything but gay.
Shy or Outgoing = outgoing but shy.
Looks or personality = guess everyone will answer PERSONALITY. But the fact is that most of them lies. looks do give a good impression of someone sometimes, so people tend to fall for someone by lookin at him/her and then only take time to know the personality. agree?
Sexy or Cute = sexy AND cute. nyahaha.
Serious or Fun = in between. :)
Older or Younger = haha older, more mature.But most of us girls are so wrong. :)

[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolate = Chocolate. Flowers are meaningful when someone gives it to u xD
Pepsi or Coke = seldom. except when i go for mcD. =)
Relationship or One night stand = one night stand when you're lonely hahaha. im crappin.
School or Work = school!
Love or Money = love AND money. xD
Movies or Music = BOTH! XD
Country or City = ERM, a place like Kuantan.
Sunny or Rainy days = Definitely rainnnyy! omg how can you stand the hot sun??
Friends or Family = Family comes first and then friends.=)

[Have you ever]
Lied = i am only human, i do :)
Stole something = yes when i was in primary. hahaha a cute helokitty sharpener. -.-
Smoked = lol once, out of curiousity.
Hurt someone close to you = yup, haha.
Broke someone's heart = lol u tell me xD
Had your heart broken = yupp, but it didnt broke that bad lar.
Wondered what was wrong with you = WHY AM I SO VAIN???-.-
Wish you were a prince/princess = nope. :)
Liked someone who was taken = hahaha very often.
Shaved your head = yes , by forced.
Been in love = nope!
Used chopsticks = haha of courseeee.
Sang in the mirror to yourself = hahahha yes, i do that very often hahaha!

[Favorites]
Flower = ntg particular.
Candy = mentos ?:)
Song = You and Me by Lifehouse. :) for now, I wanna be by Chris Brownnnnn!
Scent = my Anna Sui perfume, hehe.
Color = GREEEN!
Movie = 27 Dresses. love the guy.:)
Singer = AvrilLavigne.ChrisBrown.TheJonasBrothers.
I LOVE YOU JOE JONAS:)
Junk food = Honestly, Super Ring. So addictive sial. =)
Website = www.stupidinasmartway.blogspot.com=) =)
Location = beach :)
Animal = Dogs!! i want one. sobs!
Ever cried over someone = duh lur , i am a girl what. girls always cry what :P
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself = yes my charisma.
Do you think you're attractive = maybe :p
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose = nothanks, i dont want a too perfect life.
Do you play any sports = hehe nope.I've played netball,bball,squash,badminton,tennis and futsal for fun xD

The rules:- Link to your tagger and post these rules. List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1) I am a random person.
2) I love doing random stuff
3) I love random people.
4) I'm doing something random right now.
5) My life is damn random.
6) I always fall for random guys.
7)So random lar you -> i learnt that phrase from Kar and JuVin.
8) I'm going to PortDickson tmr and coming back on Monday. haha random not?

AND I TAG ANY RANDOM BLOGGERS :)

LOLS, too free to do tags. haha. ANYWAY, I'm not gonna think about the matriculation this 3 days, I'm gonna enjoy myself there in PortDickson keke.

And finally, Kristy Lee Cook has left American Idol yay! But pity her, she had to sell her favourite horse to fly for the audition and the current owner now refuse to sell the horse back. -.-
I'm sorry, but I don't know why that I have something against Mariah Carey la..haha smack my head please.

TTFN XOXO's dont miss me muahahaha! :) :)

lol.

2008-04-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

And don't mistaken my dad as a bad person. He's a changed person now, unlike before. He treats me much better now.

breaking down.

2008-04-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

Siigh.

As axpected, my parents wants me to go for matriculation. I knew it. Other parents don't want the kids to go, but I want to stay back so much, and they want me to go. LOL!
Strongly, my answer is ..
NO
NO
NO

But they lectured me about the pros of going into matriculation. I know its good. But I kept giving all kinds of excuses not to go. But my dad went too far, and I blurted it out crying that I want to stay for my sister.Stupid, I cried during dinner. And guess what, everyone kepoh see me crying.-.-

Grow up, be mature. Thats what I got. Look, I tend to look naive and innocent and you can say dumb but I'm not the person people think I am.

I want to stay back here for her, and thats my decision. I do think about future and probably think about others before me. I tend to worry about her, and worry less about my own future. So, some people mistaken me as aimless in my future.
But, be proud of me that I do this for good.

Dad : Tell me whats your reason you don't wanna go.
Me : I told you, I wanna stay back here. I'm not ready.
Dad : I didn't ask why do you wanna stay back here.
Me : But, thats my reason.
Dad : Please la, doesn't mean there's like 90% Malays there, you don't want to go.
Me : Thats not my main reason. I got my own reason.
Dad : Why? Then Why? You got boyf here izzit???????
Me : WHAT BOYF ????????????? I stay back for Isabelle!!!!

And that's how I end up crying in front of people. swt.

But don't get it all wrong, my dad's just trying his best. No blames on him. Its just that I want him to know that I am not the person he think I am. I don't talk much to him, but inside, I think a lot.

I'm alright now, I just need to do a lot of thinking. Not go or GO. But inside, I wanna stay..
Being emo just now, I just had to think of a song to listen. And I thought of :

Simple Plan Lyrics

Haha old song, but I still love it.:)

Anyway, I just read Joanne's blog. And Marie Digby's coming down to KL!
Those who don't know her, she's a star born out of YouTube. She's the one that sang Rihanna's Umbrella ,it appeared on hitz.fm. I love her, and watch her on YouTube all time. :)

Venue: One Utama
Time : 8pm to 9pm
Date : 14th May :)

Her Umbrella version appeared on MTV's The Hills.

This is my favourite. An acoustic version of Britney Spear's Gimme More. :)

I hope I can go..:)

Anyway, I'm going to Port Dickson on Sat and Sun. Gotta attend dad's army reunion. xD
I don't think I'll update till then. Unless, there's anything interesting. But, I doubt. See ya soon :) :)

TTFN. xoxos.

omg.

2008-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

OMG.

I was accepted for One Year Science Program for Matriculation. I don't wanna go! I want to go for form6! :( :(
I don't wanna go I don't wanna go. I won't go,hope my plan will stick with form6.

Btw, I just got the new Saga. :) And good news, I cant drive yet nyahaha.

Say that you love me :)

2008-04-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

YAY.
I'm darn happy cos I just found a perfect gift for my dad for his birthday this 25th April.

A Dolce and Gabbana Men's Light Blue Perfume. Costs me rm180 only,slightly cheaper cos I bought it from Nadia's mum. And its consider cheap for an original perfume. Hope he likes it :) :)
Anyway, I bought myself a Guess watch too. LOL, thats the most expensive thing I've ever bought for myself. Seriously, with my own cash. But no regrets :)

Today sales $00000.. Imagine that, $0! And boss left for KL to get some new stock so it was just me and MeiQi spending the day by watching dvds and sleeping. syokness. haha :)

Was caught sleeping twice on camera by MeiQi:
And yes, I bring my pillow to work. hehe.

Anyways, it had been disturbing my mind a lot. The thoughts I have about my fear. I think about it every night before I sleep and I always end it with a little prayer. It was on the previous post, about death. I know some of you may not think about it as often as me and some of you dont even think about it. But I do, everyday in my life. And it had been bothering me lately, i dont know why. I didnt want to post more previously cos Im afraid that people call me silly. When I think about losing people and thing I love, my heart always feel heavy and afraid to let it all go one day. Sometimes, I get so scared and I can hardly breathe and I have to take a deep breath and clear my mind. Sometimes, I get so scared of losing , I will randomly go up to my mum and hug her and she'll be like: hamsap wanna hug hug. hahaha. But all I will reply is : I miss you. Sometimes I can't take it and I'll just text any of my friends and tell them that I miss them.Sometimes I get too paranoid and I pray till I break down and cry.

I know, we live only once. I know, we're like immortals.We born, we live, we die. It's a circle of life, and everyone has to go through it. But I'm sorry, I can't accept it now. I can't accept the circle of life. I'm sorry, but I need time. I need time to find the strength to overcome this.

I've been always afraid of death. But previously, I was nearly a free thinker. I don't pray and sometimes, I don't believe in God.But I've changed.I pray every night now and ask Him to show me the path so I know that He does exist.

I'm afraid of losing.Honestly, if anything do happen, the first person I'll think of is my sister.

I love my life a lot. I appreciate it a lot for being here right now. But I don't know how to tell all of you that I really appreciate every one of you that walks into and out of my damn life.Everyone of you matters to me.The ones that love and hurt me, both, had made me the person I am today.Siigh, seriously, I just feel like telling all of you that but I just don't know how to make you believe that I really meant it.
Siigh, I need a hug :(

Also, I'm pampering myself with stuff.I spent so much, you can hardly believe that. I believe that if you want something, just go for it. Money you can find, but happiness is even better.

Siigh, I hope I'll find the strength to overcome this soon.

Ok enought of my bullsh*t :P people who thinks that my thoughts are silly, please get a life. Deal with your own life before you deal with others.Everyone has fears and so do I. *I know,someone commented that this is silly once years back*

xoxo's.

Anyway, Racken Force's performing for the upcoming IU night this Saturday night. And I did not know who was Racken Force but finally, I recognized them from tv.They're the champion dancers from Astro Batteground.

And this is Dennis solo from Racken Force.The beginning is a bit boring but he shakes good in the end. He's a cutie :) I know Yinn Jeng likes him xD

Blur:(

2008-04-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

I am desperate to learn Mandarin.

I speak and listen a little. But right, I barely understand a full sentence. :(Wo bu dong Wo bu ming bai :(

I realised that I have a few disavantages not understanding Mandarin.
I can't socialize or communicate well enough with people.
Sometimes I try to avoid serving Chinese customers.
Even MeiQi knows that, so sometimes she tries to help me.
When I serve a Chinese who seriously doesn't know any English, I feel like as if a dog following her tail around without uttering a single word. The only thing I'll do is nod and smile. And the rest goes to MeiQi.
Sometimes the arrogant ones don't even wanna talk to me.

Sometimes I do get fed up too. Cos people tend to be curious and then ask me questions like :

U're not Chinese arrhh??
Are you a Malay?

That's the two top questions people will ask me. Honestly, this happens to me practically everyday in my life. Don't mind the curiosity, but imagine if like at least every person asking me everyday. And I have to answer the same thing everytime : I'm not fully Chinese.

But some annoying ones commented that it's not an excuse not to learn Mandarin. Cos my dad's a Chinese. Well you, yes he is a Chinese but my family's English educated plus my dad too wasn't brought up in a Chinese way. See, he's a Babanyonya. BUT, it's true one thing. That it should not be an excuse cos I am a damn half Chinese. I should know how to speak.

Not understanding Mandarin, seriously makes me feel far from people.

But also, I also love the attention sometimes. I mean, who doesn't? People think I'm different. =)=)

Despite some of the dirty comments, I do have more flattering comments too,like:

No wonder you don't look like a typical Chinese lah. Your nose is sharper.
Are you Australian/Portugese/Arabian/Siam/Philipino ?
I thought you weren't from here.

Anyway, a funny situation happened today during work.

Customer came in and questioned me about a pretty top.
Customer: Blablabla. *she spoke in Mandarin which I don't understand*
Me : Er..sorry miss, but I don't speak Mandarin.
Customer: *luckily she knows English* Oh sorry. Do you have any tops that I can wear with 3/4 jeans?
I showed one, and she took it and tried it on , and comes out from the fitting room.
Customer: Got discount ornot?
Me : MeiQi, ada discount tak ni?
MeiQi : Ada..Tujuh puluh ringgit.
Me : *turns back to the customer* Got..it's seventy ringgit.
Customer:*Then speaks to MeiQi in Mandarin*
MeiQi :*spoke back to customer which mean rm70 also.*
Customer: Okay, I'll take this.
MeiQi : Anna, dia ambil tak baju ni?
Me : Ya, dia ambil yang warna grey.
Customer: Wait. Green or grey?
Me : Grey.
MeiQi :*speaks in Mandarin*
Customer: * also in Mandarin*
Customer:*Speaks to me* okay grey. :)

See, three Chinese people speaking in three different languages. Cacat-ed ornot? -.-
So, I need to learn Mandarin! :)

XOXO's

Screwed.:(

2008-04-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

S..
SC..
SCR..
SCRE..
SCREW..
SCREWE..
SCREWED.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so screwed!
I lost my damn 1GB M2 phone memory card!
I just bought it yesterday for freaking rm97 and misplaced it somewhere in one of the shops at the mall!
Damn..why am I that careless. :(

And I still couldnt find that 2GB pendrive of mine.
OMG..why? :(

AKU EMO. MINTA MAAF.SORRY.DUIBUCHI. :(

I just feel like crying cos i didnt buy it with my own cash.
But stupid, I felt like it will be silly if I cry for a dong memory card.
Luckily, mum had no comment about it cos its aint the first time..:(

But luckily work was good today. Sales reached above 1k. It was me and Yinn Jeng today since it's MeiQi's offday.

Dave and Qarem stopped by a while. LOL.

Pose dave pose.

Dave non-stop looking at the mirror. -.-
Good one haha. -.-

Thanks for making me feel small. :P

I don't wanna blog much todae. Blueh.

I merajuk.

Like I said :

A
K
U

E
M
O

A
K
U

E
M
O

A
K
U

E
M
O

And I will say it over and over again..

AKU EMO!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :(

Hmm..xoxo's :(

I lied.

2008-04-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

I finally got the cj7 cutiepie I've wanted. Kerina, finally I got it! :P
I got it for rm7.50 after discount..mum's friend LOL. :)
He is trying to blog. Go away! :P

Hare and Reed was back over the weekend, and I couldn't meet up with him. Hare, I lied! Yes, I was suppose to have facial appointment on Saturday. (You guys should see my face now, full of zitts.-.-). But after working 5 days a week, I just felt like lazying at home.I just felt like being alone, not socializing for just one day. So , I cancelled my appointment..And now, seriously I regretted it cos I went out with my retard face today. Sobs* I wanted to tell you Hare that I don't feel like going out, but I fell asleep until 7pm. So sorry! Don't kill me when you read this.siigh! :( And I lied to another friend of mine too, that I was busy. I'm really really sorry for lying, but seriously, I just need time on my own for just a day. I feel really guilty now, but hope you guys do understand that I just don't feel well. *gulps* I'm a liar,damn. sorry sorry million times. siigh.I should have tell the truth, I know...

Anyway, I couldn't sleep well on Saturday night cos I've been sleeping the whole day. And, I thought of my biggest fear again. Death. Seriously, I should thank God for giving me a second chance.. But I still can't believe not being here one day. Not waking up, and not facing the day. I can't imagine losing everybody I loved. Now, everyday I'm starting to appreciate life a lot. My life's philisophy has changed..alot.Stop thinking, and people please don't comment this. I'm really sensitive towards this issue. =/

I slept three hours and woke up very early today. It's my sister's Sports Day! :):):)
I love Sports Day.
Isabelle's Sports Day reminds me of me having them in the previous years, and I miss it.

My sister, Geraldine Isabelle Lee. :P

My dear Isabelle took part in the 4x200metres race. And got last cos of the first runner. The first runner wasn't serious. Somemore can laugh laugh while racing. -.- Wasted the other runner's effort. LOL.

HOT HOT HOT. The sun was too hot. Vitamin E konon. I don't want any vitamins, I just don't want to get any darker. hehe.

I promised my sister to play at the arcade, I just wanted to make her happy. Cos I don't wanna her to feel dissapointed losing in an unfair race.

Argh, working again tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm getting lazy after getting two off days over the weekend..keke. I just wanna laze around. Damn Damn!:)

xoxo's.

Guys, read yourroyalsiren.blogspot.com. She's a girl from Singapore who kept herself in a glass house for three days just to stop smoking. lol. It's in the newspapers! =)

Chris Brown Lyrics
Ain't No Way (you Won't Love Me) Lyrics

Superduper happy!:)

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*Smiles*

Haha. Ju Vin just made my day. LOL, she published a special post on me and I was damn touched. Seriously, and I miss her even more now. Damn you JuVin :) I was trying to remember how did I end up buying her a cheesecake for you for your birthday last year. -.- But, thanks so much dear.
You're one of the friends I've never forget even a day.

And to you Nicole, I don't know why but I dreamt of you last night. I dreamt that you wanted to dance since you love dancing so much and wanted me to dance with you. I dreamt that you text-ed me, telling me to dance with you for fun. I was half asleep, I though it was real somemore. Wakaka! And then I woke up and checked my inbox, and damn, it was just a dream.

And also to Lisa, I know you won't read this blog but I was eating ondeh-ondeh, that green green malay kuih with black sugar inside..And then it remind me of you and me going to the canteen practically everyday during Form One just to eat ondeh-ondeh. Sigh!

And Karlisyle, congrats on your blog on your clothes. NAH, PROMOTE FOR YOU. FOR THOSE WHO WANTS CHEAP VINTAGE CLOTHES ,JUST VISIT clothingmania.blogspot.com !! :)

Talking about friends, I miss all of you so much! Every one of you:) :) :)

I am damn superduper happy too cos I just watched Idol Gives Back, but sadly, I watched the repeat. Cos I finished work at 8 and had to follow dad to the supermarket.. And ngamngam it started when I got back!

IDOL GIVES BACK rocks!

American Idol's the best. Every penny from each vote every week all goes to the charity. They even hosted this specially for the charity. Local TV shows here too should do the same, not waste it on unnecessary stuff.

Idol Gives Back also made me realised a lot how lucky am I to be me. I am damn damn lucky compared to other 10 Billion children in the world.

Its sad to see people trying to do best out of their life. And its even sad to see how lucky people here don't appreciate their life well enough. You know, the children in Africa will kill to have a life like us.

I am lucky for not being one of them. They suffer so much. Example: from the Hurricane Katrina. Thank God I'm in Malaysia. And also, deadly diseases like HIV and Malaria. Also not forgetting children who are poor, sick,disabled,abused,raped,abandoned and etc.

Anyway, the performance rock so much!

Opening act by the contestants .
PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC originally by Rihanna! :)
Also presenting the contestants from So You Think You Can Dance.The dance was awesome!

MUST WATCH FERGIE:)

Technician made Brad Pitt blushed. hahaa!

I didnt know Teri Hatcher can sing. And the beginning was damn funny with Carrie Underwood. They were acting like as if they're in Desperate Housewives.

Watch this people. Touched your heart, touched your soul =)

And I was wondering why I did not see Ramiele around. Or its just my eyes playing tricks on me. SIGH!

Anyway, I am doing real good at work with Mei Qi. She's okay, seriously. We watched two horror movies at once and we nearly hugged each other haha! Kuntilanak and Arang. LOL!

Omg, this post is kinda emo. haha miss here and there, and feeling touched here and there. LOL :) :) :)

XOXO's.

Pay me rm100, I'll wear this colorful leggings for you.. xD