icecream!

Hmmmm..

Sometimes I think that I might be a little crazy,
i can be like this at one time,
and I can be like that at the other time,
ever heard of split personalities?
well, I'm starting to think that I have split personalities.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Maybe the problem with me is that I listen to my heart too much,
I do things according to what I feel and think,
and I have terrible terrible mood swings.
AAAHHH.

Okay, I woke up at 11am today,
with my puffy eye bags and found my right eye kinda swollen.
My mum thought the cause was lack of sleep,
but the truth is that I slept too much,
and yeah, I've been rubbing my eye a lot since I came back,
DUST. HEHE.

Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about what my friends commented me back in college,
they said that I'm..
childish.

Gahahha! Well, I really don't find it wrong being childish.Sometimes I just don't wanna grow up. Sometimes I'm just tired of being all matured. I just wanna have fun! :] wakaka.
I might be childish in the outside but I do think deep and maturely though'.
So seriously, I think you should know me better. I am not so bad, really! ;)
Despite , I know, yes i know Chee Tat,I can be a little man-ly sometimes. AHEM. *coughs*

I'm getting sleepy now,plus I gotta wake up for church tmrow morning and join some friends at the mall.
*yawns*so pictures for today :


My mom : yay u look bigger than me in this pic.
Me : Just your illusion. And I gave her this :p
She spilled chocolate all over her top HEHE.
Monkey eating durian. Monkeys do know how to enjoy life. hahaha.Another monkey. whoops! haha! :P


Chee tat's static expression hahahaHAHA. At sushiking :]


I finished my icecream first yay hahaA!
Sorry sean, i accidently deleted the other photo so I just have to upload this one with your eyes closed.
haha nvmind , it shows that you're actually enjoying your dessert, you're feeling it! hehe.

and FYI, I had ice cream for SIX days straight now.
And also twice today.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh addicted.
I loveee iceeeeeeeeeecreeeaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Meditating?
We just can't get enough of our 'kawaii' pose hahahah.

I want the photos in your camera Kong Sze Min! hehe! =]
I had much fun today. Thanks everyone.
I shall sleep now.

Good nights! :]

rip.

Dears,

(4 x 5 ) + 2 = 21 ?

..that's the stupidest mistake i've done in my life.
Obviously gonna screw up my Mathematics paper.
for sure.

Finally after months of prisoning myself in my room back in college,
me,Ivink,Mira and Ana finally decided have some fresshy fresh air outside,
soo...we rented a bike!:]

A very good idea indeed,
I really need some air to let the tension out of meeeeeeeeeeeee..
grrrrrrr 21 is my least favourite number now!
murder murder murder!!!

But ,
Just so you know,
this guy was hanging around there too,
AND
I found out that Ivink's been eyeing the same guy as I do,
and she actually know him since they're in the same lecture hall..
And that moment, I just wanted to murder her,
slit her throat or something,
or maybe take a pen and poke her in the eye.

*ouch*

I'm just kidding darling =D

Really, I've got nothing much to blog about again,
cos KMPH life is just constant and plain routine,
sooooooooooo.................
there is nothing to brag about there.wakaka.

*Sometimes its better not to be in the limelight.

sleepy.RAWR!

Rest in peace miao miao.

Dear me:] ♥

Dear Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee. =] ♥

Yesh me lur :]

Please be more hardworking.
Please don't lose your confidence and determination.

You learnt your lesson last year,
and also given a chance.

Don't lose it,
don't repeat the same mistakes.

Annabeth Lee,
don't play smart,
know your limits,
know your weakness-es,
and do what you do best.

DON'T BE A LAZY BUM!!! =(

Bengong!! :p

Anna : Mum, I wanna go back Kuantan. Can't concentrate hereeeee
Mum : Oh really? Like as if you won't play lappy.
Anna : Noo noooo I gotta study! REALLY!

NOW..

Anna : Wait wait.. another 10 minutes. Updating blog. HeHEEHEHEHE!

*see what I mean* T.T

xoxos. ♥

2.35am.

Hey dears, :] :] :]

I'm still awake. Its twofourtyfiveinthemorning :p

I was struggling doing some equations just now,
I believe my brain only works at night until...

Ana, my friend whose room is just opposite of mine text-ed me,
telling me about her friend having a Japanese-Malay boyf.
So random kan? T.T

And I'm hungry. Dotdotdot. =)

... Honestly, I'm feeling real guilty about something.
LOL you see, recently, we found out that one of our new friends in college is erm, isn't straight.

Seriously,
its a little frightening at first,
cos she actually slept on the same bed with me
just after only three days of knowing her.
And the thing is that we don't have much conversation.
Okkkkkk to be honest, she is just weird.

Ok - I thought she was straight then ,thats why I gave in. hihihi

Then everyone kept talking and warning each other,
and as a proove, one of her ex-schoolmates comfirmed that she wasn't straight since high school.
And some of her lecture mates actually knew about it but did not tell us.

Being paranoid, I talk about it alittle.
And then I realised that I did a huge mistake,
cos who am I to judge her anyway?
Who are we to judge her?
If she isn't straight, then who am I to change her ?

ohcrap, and now everyone knows that she slept with me on the same bed with me,
and they actually pitied me for her doing so.

Please, I want you to stop talking about her.
If you don't want her to be near you,
then ignore her.
But stop talking.
Cos I am doing the same now.

Goodnights. :] :] :]

thehottieandthenottie.

Hey hey everyone :]

My title above has nothing to do with my craps below.
But I find the The Hottie And The Nottie really stupid gahaha.


Been abandoning my blog for two weeks now, I have not been back in Kuantan to be able to do so sobs*
We had this "larian kakom" where we had to run / walk nyahaha for around 3.2km around the college.
Had fun anyway despite the sunburn and the extreme dehydration. :p

College life is getting harder since UPS [ Ujian Pertengahan Semester a.k.a Mid Term Sem Test } is in two days.
Ah-hem , I am back here in Kuantan to study! woohoo * :]

And just suddenly, I can't help it but noticing that the population of hot guys is increasing in my college.
As in , maybe 2 or 3. T.T gahaha!
I can't help it but, then looking out the window searching for any "jejaka hensem" passing by gahaha.
That will be our daily routine here,
since our room window is just directly proportional waaaaaa to the main road. hAhaHAha.

Nothing much to say here anyway but I have tons to spill out during the days that I was away.

Anyway this is for you.

After much courage, I text-ed you.
I can't wait forever to tell you what I felt.

It's sad to think that..
At one moment, that you're really close to someone..
And you think that you know almost everything about him..
And the next thing you realise that,
you don't even know him anymore.

You were my friend,
You were my brother.
I trusted you,
and I trusted you for trusting me.

When I'm with you,
I am myself.
When you are with me,
I feel safe.

And I really thought you know me well enough,
and not to think me in that way.

I admit, I lied.
But I've never lied anything else about me.

And just one lie ruined our friendship.

I lied, not just to hurt you.
I lied, for a reason.

And I lied, cos I don't want you to take it the wrong way.

But what happened,
was that you took it the wrong way anyway.

I'm really happy now after spilling it out to you now,
tho' I don't really hope for any reply.
Cos I am actually over it.

Tho' I am missing the memories we had in school.

Till then, you are still one of the friends that I'll not forget.
*smiles*

Having mid term sem test this monday. Wish me luck dears :]

Byebye. =)

Wish me luck for ups=]