Think of me falling.

I love her.

The truffles and smokey eye look.




The I'm a slave for you by Britney look.


The Bleeding Love Leona Lewis look.


She's super talented.
Its like as if she's painting on a canvas.

p/s : Friends are like flowers. They wither when you don't look out for them. I'm trying not to lose any petals, cos you see, there's 5 petals. And each petals represent the stages where to our friendship had bloom.
But the petal of me is slowly shriveling..

xoxo's.

Loving It.:]

First of all.... *dot dot dot dot*

27th May 2008.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KERRYN AND KARLISYLE, YINN JENG AND WAFIY :]

I think the HEP in my college blocked my blogger.com or something.
*sucka's:(*
And thats the reason for my abandoned blog, as you can see my IM AWAY sign above :p
BUT I still have regular visitors, TQ :]
Thanks to nuffnang.com.

I'm back to Kuantan again ya'll,
And matriculation college life had improved so much,
and in fact,

Two weeks ago, I was complaining. And now , I am loving it..=)

♥

And I alrdy got use to the idea of studying with people around,
cos previously, i just love to be alone and read.

Now, noisy roomies, I can bare with it nyahah.

I think i've change too, and I can say I'm really proud of muaself :]
Look, I'm a Biology person, I love memorising,
And I hate counting,
I hate making the afford or attempt to count and get the answers.
But after proscinating,thinking and daydreaming and looking back,
I think I really need to change to better,
I did not do too well for my previous finals SPM, but don't get me wrong, I was overally satisfied lur:]

My Biology practical lecture, Mr Amran was being so sarcastic to me the other day,
he was like, Bernard Lee's daughter ya ?
Okie, such coincidence, they know each other.

And he was like,
A future veterinarian right? You fail Bio and I'll kick you back to Physical Science!

Mr Amran,I happen to be good in Biology. You'll see=P

I gotta go and take a nap now, I'm sooo exhausted. Carol please be back in Kuantan early. Jom minum!:]

Pictures of the week. And plus , I finally got to wear the lab coat.
Damn, I feel so 'veterinarian' T.T lolololol

IN THE LAB...


we whored.:]
Looks really candid right? hehe.

IN THE LIBRARY..
See no evil*
Hear no evil*
Speak no evil*

Notice the Bio book below coughs*
Anna studying sial nyahahaha
Btw, the cats in my college are sooo addoraablllleeeeee..
Rmber puss in boots from Shrek everyone ?



haha you guys must be thinking that i'm a nutcase capturing photos of cats lol.
But well ,future veterinarian ma. *Winks*

XOXO'S

♥ P/S: David Cook went for his first date already ? SHISH! Another hottie taken.

Tagtagtagtagtagtagtag.

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game is to be posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to do the tag.

Let the tag begin..

What was I doing 10 years ago?
♥I was 8.. Enjoying life, not complaining bout how chubby my face is and also not worrying about anything. Lets build a time machine , I want to be 8 again :[

5 things on my to-do list today
*Since its alrdy 10.30pm, this was my to-do-list this morning :]
♥ Contact Daniel who does photocopies, cos I'm the head of 4H lecture hall now T.T
♥ Complain to Tmnet that my streamyx connection here sucks.
♥ Starbucks -I must have.
♥ Whore around mall.
♥ Read up Biology notes -which I did not. T.T
-Tomorrow's to do list.
♥ Church ,9am mass :]
♥ Bedazzle my new hole puncher mwahaha.
♥ Read read read T.T
♥ Clean my room at b1.t2.07- yeap thats my room number.

5 snacks I enjoy
♥ Jelly with icecream! :]
♥ Starbucks Green Tea Blended.
♥ Secret Recipe's Less Fat Chocolate cake -omigoshie.
♥ The very unhealthy ,full of colouring and fattening SUPER RING.
♥ Seaweed. niceeeeeeeeeeeee

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
♥ Donation to the victims of Myanmar and China.
♥ Travel with family. :]
♥ Shopping spreeeeeeeeeeee
♥ Start a business to be richer hihihi.
♥ More toys ..keke.

5 of my bad habits
♥ Self obssesed ..:p
♥ Too secretive, I rather keep things to myself sometimes.
♥ Often ignore sms-es, i know. lazy thats why T.T
♥ My room door must always be close- i dont know but its a taboo for me i think LOL.
♥ Forgetting names and things. a.k.a irresponsible. T.T

5 places I have lived
♥ Kota Kinabalu ,Sabah. Until I was 3.
♥ Aunty Doris's house - from age 3 to 8.
♥ Home sweet home now :D

5 jobs I've had
♥ A waitress at aunty's seafood restaurant for a month and a half lo.
♥ A fashion house salesgirl - ZsaZsa.
♥ A volunteer at Ti Lane a.k.a near Parkson Ria for LeJune's mom :]
♥ A good citizen ahem ahem.
♥ A friend, a daughter , a sister and a future wife hehehe.

And I tag :
♥ YONG LIN. -taddaaa suprise ornot? heheh.

---*
OH DARLING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY.:}
David Cook - You Rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Btw, critics commented that David Archuleta can only survivied with Ballad.
But I think he has a long way to go - he's just 17. and he's super talented.

Lecturers are hunting me down, just becos I'm a blondie LMAO.

AND I MISS MY FRIENDS LUR. XOXOS.

Unintended. :]

Dears,

One question, is school baju kurung THAT revealing ?
A very sensitive question , but to my personal opinion,
even if you have the sexy back revealed, I don't think its the main reason that lured rapist or what-so-ever.
I mean, we have been wearing them for years now and I actually prefered them than the blue pinafore- which I felt so uncomfortable wearing them T.T
And they are really opscene when it comes to sitting cos sometimes I just have to be a little unladylike u know :P
I really don't know why they just have to bring this up,
I really think they should focus on other major problems,
than creating a new one. Agree anyone?

I'm sorry if I've offended anyone with my opinion, but well..:] *smiles*

And I love wearing baju kurung :]
THOSE WERE THE DAYS :]

Aiks, I'm so happy to be back here in Kuantan.
Prefer my stonning life where I'll be sleeping and waking up late doing nothing.
There- I gotta wake up at 6.15AM , to Q' up just to bath.
BUT sometimes I rather go to my morning lectures without having em'. wakaka :]

But,it had been real hectic.
Tho' tiring, sometimes I find it kinda fun too, being busy and all that.
:] :]

anyway, I'M IN STARBUCKS. ♥

My mum's been addicted to Facebook, and I am coaxing my dad to buy a new lappy cos I'll be using my baby lappy alot doing notes and assignments in college :] So, is V10 lappys recommended,nyone?


I've bedazzled my baby pendrive :] Pretty ornot?


Tadaaaaaaaa :] Bedazzling actually reminds me of Karlisyle, cos she's the one that lured me into it. :]

Anna studying? Ahem T.T

Will be leaving again tomorrow, but I guess leaving is not that bad now. Plus my friends there, wants me to stay over for the weekend next week. But Carol's coming back! =)

p/s: I'm sorry if i'M the reason we're drifting apart, studying and fitting in will be my priority now ♥ Anna will be back very soon- after catching up with Biology lectures . HAISH!

xoxo's.

I wonder, how did someone remained so hot before, DURING and after pregnancy?
Christina Aguilera's boobies grew into an E cup, after pregnancy T.T

I LOVE USING SMILEYS :]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]

I don't wanna miss a thing.

DAVID COOK..

2008's AMERICAN IDOL :]

And he deserves it :]

But I still love you, Jason Castro ♥


p/s:
I'm coming home tomorrow.
I can't wait to be back once again, I miss Kuantan like damn much :]
But things are getting better here, I'm trying to cope with Biology lectures.
I just got back from Ivink's room, and done gay-ing with her and Joyce. =] wakakas.
I think I prefer my Bio classmates lo, they're much friendlier,and I'm happy to finally click with some Chinese friends. Which i usually seldom do that, cos I'm a damn banana :[

Lily seriously brings this to lectures. T.T
No, its ain't Jawi. It's Ivink's handwriting when she's actually falling asleep during lecture.

LOL, maybe matrix isn't that bad now, but I am still frigging homesick, and the thing I miss the most will be definitely :
My sis:]

Aerosmith Lyrics
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Lyrics

FINALLY!

I just found out, i was accepted for..

LIFE SCIENCE!

Looks like things gonna be so much better around here, and I hope Mery and Ivink will both accepted during the 2nd appealing .:[

American Idoooll feeveeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr babbieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss................
I cannnnnnnnnnt waaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt =]

♥ ♥ ♥

I'm sorry but I'll be busy over the week, gotta catch up for Bio Lecture and Tutorial. Ciaos :]

:]

Dears,

I'm using the hotzone now :]

Today I had..

Maths Lecture
Physics Lecture
English
Chemistry Lecture
Maths Tutorial

and I'm totally clueless about logs, seriously. T.T
EYEBAGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

XOXO'S.
I don't feel well, i cant stand it here sometimes.
But Im glad I have Mery and Ivink :]

Thank u :]

THANK YOU..♥

Karlisyle
For being a best best friend, and letting her guards down to trust me.Also for the car pool :P

Caroline
For all the laughter we had and the ponteng times,and my emo buddie :] And also,having the same taste especially in clothes:]
Ju Vin
For being my inspiration to study:P, and for all the hangouts,and the similar interests we had. Simple Plan concert rmber ?:]

Le-June
For always being the good friend, and always helping friends in need.


Nicole
For being there, last time, during recess times and even stonning at Physics tuition :]
Paarma
For the fun we had during the 1 year you were here.
Lisa
For keeping secrets and also, for being real sweet with her sms-es.

Jia Li
For being my laughing partner during classes :] and annoying me with your WuChun.

Kerryn For always cheering up the clan with her lame jokes. lalalala!:P
Wan Theng
For all the hang outs and being the taikarjie of PRS :P


Thena
For always being a darling to me. :]

Hareraj
For being a guy bestfriend to me.And also stonning during tuition together. Chemistry tuition?T.T

Dino
For the times where I'm alone, and we'll be stonning in class together T.T

Yeh Hee
For being my partner when it comes to emo ,and also a great brother :]

Ryan
For listening to my b*llshyts and also, a really great friend that I can sometimes open up to.

Ji Yan
For encouraging me with all your words :]

Yee Fai
For not letting me down.

Just so you know, that you're the ones I treasure the most. :] ♥






Jennifer Lopez Lyrics
Brave Lyrics


I'm leaving the happiest place on earth again - home.
Things will be much better soon, you'll see..:]
p/s : Narnia Prince Caspian is much much better than the first one. Its a must to watch.
Two hotties woot!

xoxo's.

Matrix T.T

Dears,

Another massive earthquake, happened in Sichuan, China.
Don't ya think that its sad to hear that many innocent lives lost, in just this few weeks.
Everything's changing, I can feel that.
And I'm afraid.

Dears, so you know, that we're very lucky people, to be in Malaysia.♥
But yet,its unpredictable..
----~**

I had the worst days of my life during Matriculation Orientation T.T
And I thought orientation was suppose to be fun, AHEM!

But Hai Feng who graduated from there last year, alrdy warned me,
that orientation was dead torture and boredom. Freakin' trueeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Seriously, i felt like murdering during the week! wahahaha!
Seriously, there was this moment that I couldn't take it in the hall,
cos I barely had enough sleep, the hall was seriously hot ,
and I just wanted to stand and say, Thats it, I'm out of here.
And at times, I just dont feel like socialising or even put up a smile on my face.
I mean, 3 hours sleep and then a wholesome of talks and activities the next day,
my mood was all over the place laaaa..T.T

For the start, I'm upset! upset upset upset!
I appealed for Life Science, but instead I got physics. T.T
But we still can appeal for Life Science, but its still pending maybe up to a month.
And i think its a waste of time, I'll be studying Physics while waiting for a month.
I HATE PHYSICS.
But for some reasons, the results for our courses are really unfair! No offense.
I don't care, but i'm still sticking to Veterinary Science!
And some of then even dare to state that, just accept the fact if you got Physics.
I disagreeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I mean what if one has a dream of being someone,
lets say, I want to be a Vet, and obviously I have the potential :P
And I aced Bio with a freaking A2.
But does that mean you have to decide what I wanna do right?
I may look square but I know whats stuff all about k.:} ♥

The only thing I like about it was our Moral Group where 200+ of us gather and the faci's are really nice tho' some, i find them pretty strict and annoying. :]

And our college, is the only Matrix college who provides the Hot Zone a.k.a the lecturers say the Panas Zone where we have WiFi, unlimited wireless internet access. cool ornot? hahaha.
But they can detect what we're surfing, and no p2p websites are allowed.
So my blog's not a p2p right ? =/

Talking about friends, I have loads of new ones. =) ♥
But maybe we're all still new, and everyone's still sticking to their own clan.
My roomies,we're okay but still, no one is opening up lur.

Overall, orientation was a bad start lo , a very bad impression towards Matrix.
But I guess it's just the start, and there's more that that.

.
.
.
... I hope so :]


I'm sorry if the post's a lil general and boring. Im still ain't well. :] byebye,
♥♥♥