Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Away lalala:)

Dears,
Did u heard about Elisabeth Fritzl?
It was on the newspapers.

She's an Austria lady, who was held captivate by her own father for 24 years, also been raped and abused. And her own very father even fathered her 7 children. 3 of them never seen light since they were born.
And the thing is the monster dad was just sentence up to 15 years of jail, this is unfair. He needs more than that. Torture him :P

How can he do that to his own blood and flesh ? Please la,
HAVE SOME HUMANITY.
She wasted all her life, staying in a tiny cellar. Imagine that. =/
She's been living under for 24 years, no light.

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Sigh
, I'm damn dissapointed now cos I could not make it for tmrow's outing. Me, Kar,Ker,Minx and Ju Vin was planning to check out the new mall. But damn, I need to go to KL tmrow itself to shop for some stuff. College stuff. =) Anyway, I don't promise you guys that I can meet up with ya'll cos I'll be there for a night and then off to genting - thats what I'm excited about :)

And I'm damn upset now too. I wanted to ask Hare out to the new mall, and maybe Dino too. And then ,my mom asked me to follow her to the new mall instead with Nadia's mom. Then, it rained heavily and cancelled. And worst part is my dear friend Jun Jun just have to text me ,telling me that it's nice there LOL. Thank u Jun Jun, very helpful of u keke :P So damn, I just gotta wait till next week to check out the new mall. Outdated outdated shish shish.

P/S : I'm going to collect my salary later. ehehehe. :) :) :)

I taught my mum and sis to camwhore with the webcam alot, and it was good :




I'm officialy a camwhore queen wakaka! :P


p/s 2: I'll be away from tomorrow until Sunday. :) Take care! ttfn! :)
p/s 3 : I need a hug, really. I've been thinking about it ,again.
p/s 4:Ju Vin will back in Kuantan tmrow. And plus, she's got a hot tattoo on her back weii.
p/s 5:Watch American Idol tonight. LONG LIVE DAVID ARCHULETA ,DAVID COOK AND JASON CASTRO!
p/s 4: I did facial yesterday and notice there's no after red dots on my face? hehe! WELL, try using a concealer to cover the flaws. That's the magic of make up :) :) :) *TIPS FOR MY GIRLS keke*

I use :
XOXO'S.

Apologies:)

I don't know why I'm defending her but..

LEAVE MILEY CYRUS ALONE.
News claimed that Miley Cyrus a.k.a Hannah Montana had a
nude photoshoot, for Vanity Fair magazine.
She's 15 and she's yet to pose with only a blanket, but SO WHAT?
She's a role model to children , I know. But she's a human too. She's just another 15 year old ,being naive, trying out new stuff.Doesn't mean she's a celebrity, she can't be like any other 15 year olds. She may be wild, she may be out of control, but who are you to control her life? She destroys her life, and she picks herself up. She don't need people to judge her, just because she's a star.
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Inspired by Carol and Kar's latest post, I just want to apologize to those who think that I'm one of those who leaves and forgets the friends. I apologize if I am the one you think who doesn't make any afford to keep in touch.I apologize if I am the one you think that changed.I apologize if I am the one who you think is not a true friend.

If you think of me like that any how,don't you ever think I'm just another heartless friend. Don't you ever think that I'm just like them.

I've been hurt by some friends too. So don't you think that I don't understand the feeling of being left out. So don't you think that I'm not feeling the same way like you do.
Cos you're not the only one. :)

THOUSANDS APOLOGIES.:)

*not refering to anyone particular*

p/s: I finally did facial. =) sakit kakaka.

p/s : I just done filling up the matriculation documents and curse myself, they just have to give so much documents and I just have to write my name all over and over again.

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee

Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee And it goes on... curse me for having a long name! *bleh:P* xoxos

Miley :)

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Daft Punk.

Watch this.
Gay at first, but I find it damn cool.
Steps very power :)
Thanks to ryan xD

Daft Bodies and Hands.





Daft Hands :) im loving this so much. Ryan, lets try hahas.


p/s : Spent my last day of work with my dearest ipod lols. byebye work :) pimples,go away.
p/s 2 : i listen more than i talk lolollol. why oh why?
p/s 3 : How am I gonna face a person that i've lied so much ? sometimes, i just need to lie for a reason. xoxos.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Oohlalas. :)

This sounds nooby but the pen drawing in MSN made me happy lols. I figured how to use it for the first time lol . Noob kan? :P

First attempt :

He replied :
Then I blur alrdy lols.
Second attempt :

He replied :Then I'm getting better..

And better .. hehe.
Lol, I was feeling a little blue so I made myself happy lols.
It's raining heavily and the thunder's getting louder. Cold, and cuddly but ain't helping. Internet's down plus I don't really like the sound of the thunder after 29th Feb. There's some similiraties lols. omg i'm too paranoid hahas.


XOXOS.

p/s: Lady boss told me to switch places with YJ so I'm working at the mall tmrow. I find it weird , but I wonder, is it because I don't do much sales and the reason is that I don't speak Mandarin?
That's too lame. But no worries, I'm alright with it.:)

Anyway, its BIG APPLE. NOT J.CO but it's the same! *Smiles*

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Sceam!!

Dears,
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There's a new mall in Kuantan ya'll.
East Coast Mall
, and the official opening day's on the 30th this month.
Heard it follows the KL standard, well we'll see how. Compared to our dearest Megamall, I'm really getting bored of Megamall. Practically 1/3 shoplots are empty cos I heard the rental is way too high. BUT, We did survived a few years with the same mall. :) :)

Some say the new mall is yet too survive but some say that it will be dead in a few months time.
But I guess it will be okay, unless if its a clone of The Gardens. Then , I dote that it will be dead. No offense :) The only expensive thing here that is still strongly surviving is Starbucks LOL! :)

ANYWAY, the only thing that I'm excited about the mall is only for the

J.CO DONUTS! wakakas.



Anyway , I met Dino today the mall. FYI,He escaped from NATIONAL SERVICE. -.-

I was bored so I had a little camwhore session hehe. Bare with me. xD
Thanks to my sis for being the photographer. lols,sorry no pay lar sis :P

xoxo's.

p/s : I'm happy today. :) I need more inspiration. Will you be my inspiration ?:)

My Pretty Lappy :) Blingblings are my current obsession. wakakas.

Scream by Tokio Hotel. xD

Saturday, April 26, 2008

HAPPY!

I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

Finally,I live a day without being emo. After weeks of emo, I've finally snapped out of it today. Guess I'm in a happy mood today.

Chores, done.
Stop Thinking, done i took a rest today.
Do more hugs, I need more. :)
Facial , damn I need that a lot.
Talk to dad, yes I did.

So, comfirm I'm going to matrix this 12th May. ANYONE ELSO GOING? PLEASE DO TELLL MEEEEE..

I've been listening to Tokio Hotel alot now.

No, I'm not weird. hahas.


SAKIT MATAAAAA!!! ANNABETH'S TRYING TO ACT CUTE NYAHAHA! HAHAHAAHS!

xoxos.

Seductive,not?

This is random,but look what I found for my girls.
How To Seduce A Boy. wakaka.

Man,we girls are getting brave nowadays. Say byebye to the traditional boy seduces girl lols.

It is usually a boy who begins seducing a girl he is sweet on, but the other way round too can be as interesting. Seducing is like an art. The more you practice, the more you improve on it. Seducing encompasses doing things that will make the target of your attention become aware of your romantic feelings and reciprocate. While there are different methods in which a girl can express her lovey-dovey feelings to a guy, the basic ingredients required are pleasing mannerisms, spunk and a good sense of humor. In this article, we will discuss ways in which a girl can successfully seduce her guy or boyfriend.
Tips for Seducing a Guy
  • Remember that you have to like yourself first even before you expect your man to like you. So, do things that will pep up your self-confidence like dress up smartly, get a new haircut, lose weight, etc. Then make a move on him. *done.*
  • Whenever you speak to your love, use a very seductive tone of voice. The voice tenor should be throaty and soft, but not too nasal or high. *i have chicken voice,so not seducing.*
  • Don attires that are trendy and reveal enough skin to make your man want to see more. But try not to overdo it. *this is not true*
  • Nothing can please a guy more than the fact that his girl can dance beautifully. If you are not a dancing diva, then taking up dance classes can help to some extent. *omg this is silly*
  • Walk gracefully and confidently. Maintain an impressive posture even when you are standing still or seated. * true! show him ur confidence. girl power!*
  • Before proposing him directly, drop little hints to see if he is interested in you. Most men find attention from a woman quite gratifying. *sial*
  • The best way to seduce a guy is by flirting with him. Look into his guy’s eyes lovingly, let that smile on your lips linger a little longer and give smart repartees to pep things up between you two. *lol and yea,what if he rejects ?
  • Leave him alone sometimes. Let him miss your company. It will also give him time to ponder over the blossoming relationship or get over past misgivings about an ex-lover. *HAHAHAHA!
  • Remember not to reveal too much information about yourself too soon because that will just make him lose interest in you. * thats TRUE.*
  • Touch him, perhaps on the hand or wrist. This will subtly demonstrate that you are interested. *Nocomment-.-*
  • SMS him romantic quotes, flirty jokes or invite him out for a date. *too obvious. some guys like it,some guys think thats plain cheap.*
  • Speak to him and let him know that you like him. Men like to hear that they are wanted just as much as girls do. *maybe.:)*
  • Whether, you wish to take things to the next level, now depends entirely on you. If you feel that he is regarding you as a conquest, then tell him that and leave. This could make him genuinely fall in love with you.
Damn, no use.Just be yourself enough lah k :)

Smallville here I come. Chores, later la I come. wakakaka! xoxos.

p/s: feeling much better today,muaxie.

bleh.

It's 2am. And damn, I feel like shyt now. Must also emo in the middle of the night.

I need a hug, thats all. :(

Things I need to do :

  • Chores.
  • Facial.
  • Talk to dad.
  • Stop thinking.
  • Do more hugs.
I really need one , now.

Friday, April 25, 2008

Happy Birthday!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA !

It's his 57th birthday, and papa, I love you :)

Kareen my cousin, Yen Thong and me.

Abalone,chicken,ginger,carrot, and mushroom. phew what a dish.

Since I lost my damn 1GB memory card,I've been surviving with only 40 songs in my phone.

My current list of songs. *mostly are emo, sorry i'm an emo person*

  • Avril Lavigne : When you're gone.
  • Avril Lavigne : Girlfriend.
  • Avril Lavigne : Hot
  • Arctic Monkeys : Fluorescent Adolescent.
  • Azn Dreamers
  • The Academy Is.. : Everything We Had.
  • Tokio Hotel : Through The Monsoon.
  • Sum 41 : Pieces.
  • Flyleaf : All around Me.
  • Chris Brown : I Wanna Be.
  • Chris Be : With You.
  • Rihanna : Unfaithful.
  • Rihanna and Neyo : Hate that I love you.
  • Rihanna : Please Don't Stop The Music.
  • Rihanna : Take A Bow
  • David Archuleta : Imagine.
  • Jesse Mccartney : Leaving.
  • Simple Plan : When I'm Gone.
  • Simple Plan : Your Love Is A Lie.
  • Cassie : Is it you?
  • Chenelle : I fell In Love With The DJ.
  • Colbie Caillat : The Little Things.
  • Colbie Caillat : Realize.
  • Colbie Caillat : Bubbly.
  • First Lady : Missing You.
  • Flo Rida Feat TPain : Low.
  • The Jonas Brothers : When You Look Me In The Eyes.
  • Jordin Sparks feat Chris Brown : No Air.
  • Lenny Kravitz : I'll be waiting.
  • Leona Lewis : Bleeding Love.
  • Leone Lewis : A Moment Like This.
  • Lifehouse : You And Me.
  • Nidji : Biarlah.
  • Fergie : Big Girls Don't Cry.
  • One Republic : Stop And Stare.
  • One Republic : Apologize.
  • Rossa : Aku Bukan UntukMu.
  • Sofaz : Salahku.
  • Taylor Swift : Our Song.
  • Taylor Swift : Teardrops On My Guitar.
People said, one's list of songs do reflects one's true self. So, what do you think about me? True, no?My current Obsession : Tokio Hotel's songs.

P/s : I'm out of credit, please take no offense if I don't reply ur msg ya :) muahs.
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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Decisions.:)

Mei Qi and Kar influenced me to do this. I influenced my mum to do this.
Brown,mine. Grey, hers. Ipod, my mum did it lol :)

I think I've decided.
Going into matrix is a good choice.
It's hard to leave everything behind.
But after thinking like a woman *Ehem*, Gambang isn't that far after all. So, I'm going everyone. But I haven't got the time to talk to my dad yet.

Dears,
I'm gonna study in KOLEJ MATRIKULASI PAHANG in Gambang.
40 minutes drive from Kuantan, so I'll come back on weekends :)

I'm gonna quit work next Monday, I'm gonna miss working and MEIQI, I'm gonna miss you :):):)

Anyone wanna replace my place as a salesgirl? lols.
*convicted* wakaka.

Why is everyone so emo? Why is everyone admitting that they're not themselves lately? Guess everyone's going through a difficuly phase at the moment. I'm not alone, you're not alone. Everyone's facing it, thats what you call life.

p/s :
yes I guess I'm selfish. Selfish not to share whats in my heart. I guess I gotta change. What did I do to ever deserve this? Cold, thats who I am. Afraid to show whats in my heart, afraid to speak up and afraid to show who I am. But I've got reasons. Shallow, I know.

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Your love is a lie.

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I finally got to see Kar after so long :)
But I escaped 40 minutes break yesterday,yumcha with Kar,Ker,Cindy and Kong. :)

And Simple Plan's new video. Your love is a lie :)
Loving it loving it loving it!


Did I ever mention that I met SP twice! :) I was freaking in love with Pierre Bouvier when I was in form2 until form4. =)

And I just gotta say this :
I MISS YOU FRIENDS. I MISS YOU MYC. I MISS YOU INTERACT CONFORENCE. I MISS YOU KEM KEPIMPINAN ROMPIN. I MISS YOU Y2Y CAMP.

p/s : sometimes I wonder, whether am I too selfish not to open up?

yummy kfc breakfast :)

Monday, April 21, 2008

Biarlah :)

Biarlah,song by Nidji, James intro-ed this song to me few months ago.lols.

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I had like 4 hours in a car and the 4 hours made me thought a lot. I'm very emo this few days lol. I am not myself lately. JuVin, ngam ngam we emo on the same night rmber ?=)

I feel lost, I feel helpless.I feel like there's so much to do and so little time.
Time passes fast and every second brings me nearer to the end. And still, I have not set my priorities right. As every seconds passes, I've become more aware and observant over the things around me.Even the slightest moment meant a lot to me. Anything and everything that I hold, touch or do, I just knew it that I'll never feel the same again.I just know it that I'll never be in the same situation again. And I know one day, that I'll lose everything and I'll never see the world again. I live everyday, like it's my last day. I live to the fullest, like I'll never see it again. And I wake up the next day, hoping to see more things and hoping that time would just stop for me and give me some time to appreciate it.I just hope that I make every second in my day worth it.When the day's ended, I'll just give in 5 minutes of my life to think and appreciate what I've hold,touch or do for the past 24 hours.

And then, it repeats again the next day. Its like a routine.

I began to question myself, how much really that I've seen in this past 17 years and 5 months? And then it just snapped, I haven't been using my 17 years and 5 months carefully. I've not seen much, I've not been through much. There's never ending knowledge to learn, and its impossible to learn everything. But I want to learn to what my limits are.I want to see the world a different way, and learn about it as much as I can.

I'm not being dramatic, I just want a start of something new. I apologize if I have not been myself lately but I'm glad that I have that few days of my life to think.Its a start for me to be a much better person.

SO I hope I'm back to myself.:)

BTW, PortDickson trip was great but damn didn't get to play.

Attended dad's army camp reunion but too bad lar, no lengzais =p

Except this 14 year old guy who is seriously cute. A chinese Malay lols:) See, my mum also menggatal lols.
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Poor lamb :x


And the hotel suck. xD
Hehe :P more photos :)


I was in KL too for one night lols.


And call me mummy lols. I just had to babysit my cousins.-.-
I drew her.

She drew me.-.-

And finally, I met up with the PJ gang and also with Ju Vin :) Imagine 7 people cramped in Ryan's car.

JuVin drank a drink called happiness. And Anna says, happiness konon .hehe :)
Look at the faces hahaha.

I'm sorry if I didn't tell most of you that I was in KL for one night.It was just last minute.

I'm tired so xoxo's.

p/s : I knew it straight that I was one of them in the post. But honestly, it was partially my fault too cos I wanted to take care of everyone's feelings and I end up hurting one. It's just a whole misunderstandin and I'm glad we did talk it out. But I truly understand what you're feeling , lost, alone and have nobody. Cos I feel the same way too, but just in a different way. Sorry =/

And its time for the start of something new. mwahs.
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